karisu-chan's dream journal

bees

Last night I had a dream that started in a bedroom
Me and my normal classmates were in there for some odd reason that I cannot answer but I think we were looking for a way out and I found this set of stairs with a fancy black railing at the top of it which was really out of place because the room itself was super low quality
But then I jumped that rail and got stuck so I started asking people for help but one of my other classmates jullian was down there for some reason so he picked me up and took me to this office at the side of the room
The office led to a lecture hall and my old tech teacher was the one teaching
I recognized that the writing was odd
It was really bad handwriting and somewhat illegible but I could still kinda make out what it was saying so I was repeating what I heard over and and over again so I could Google it when I woke up and the kid just looked so uncomfortable and was staring at me like he was completely disgusted
I felt like a total garbage person for repeating and repeating myself like that
He also told the teacher and she told me she had questions for me but I refused to answer any of them, at that point I was well aware that I was dreaming and so were the people around me but I had absolutely no control over my body, it's always really hard to find control over your body in a dream most likely because it's not really yours
I kept purposely going limp to avoid interrogation and the teacher called out an old med student who was pinching me and slapping me and when she was doing that she was like massaging me first kinda like how real doctors do it to find your pressure points and arteries
Then eventually I actually blacked out and I woke up at a "career fair"
It was in a brightly lit hallway, my friend Kyra was working a hotdog stand and she waved to me while my friend Samantha was busting moves right next to her and my other shopmates were looking out the window and twiddling their feet
Then I blacked out again and it cut to me in a clinic, at that point I was "living" in it and the clinic was very high quality, there were about three dormitories as far as I could see and they had a lobby with a hello desk at front and there was a cart full of trump magazines with every coin in American currency to exist under it along with padded chairs along the walls of the room
I was taken to one of the offices and I don't remember what they did to me in there but I was sharing the room with a lady who just gave birth and the baby wouldn't stay still for a shot so I took the tip of my index finger that had a blue latex glove on it and I kissed it then rubbed it against the baby's head and it fell asleep but as I did I said something weird like "I know just the thing to make a baby fall asleep!! The kiss of an intentional" and then it cried a little before passing out
When the baby finally got its shot the mother thanked me and then the doctor put it in a red barrel full of some kind of reddish-orange liquid and when I asked why the mother said "it's to help the baby develop more"
Then I started talking to this kid who was doing a puzzle on this green, metal desk.
It had an old fashioned desk lamp and a corkboard in front covered in cardboard fish and I think the puzzle was aquatic themed
I told him I was dreaming and he asked me about my cw's celebrities so I told him about them then asked him what year it was but he asked me first and I said 2024 and he said he was 200 years ahead and I was all "so your from 2224?" And he said yes then the dream cut again to me in my room doing something and my friend let bees in so I left to go downstairs
I was living with atai at this point, I don't know why though but I saw someone taking a shower in their bathing suit? My brain said it was him but it looked nothing like him so I went outside and was throwing kittens off our lawn and into the lawn of these assholes that threw gum wrappers at me in my cw and that's where the dream ended

I have a feeling dreams aren't really in our head anymore
And that it has something to do with astrology
I've been hearing a lot of "I told someone I was dreaming in my dream stories" and in  most the people in their dream became aggressive but some had similar experiences to mine
With people from different timelines, and people trying to convince them to say they are dreaming
But I also know that the kind of dream you have depends on the position of your head, it can go bad to worse real quick from just a simple position change and if someone offers you this glitter that looks like stars and you inhale it you will be forced awake and won't be able to go back to sleep for a while
Dreams are getting really weird and kinda scary but I have to get ready for school so i will leave it at this