chapter 5~

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Louis didn't know how to keep his composure calm around the boys. He had not been expecting to get kissed like that by Harry. He did not expect the other boy to make the first move at all. It left him feeling flustered and a bit embarrassed if he had to be honest. Zayn eyed him when he came back and gave him glare he didn't know what for. 

"What?" He snapped a little asking him. 

"You might want to cover that up?" Zayn snapped back pointing at his neck. Louis took out his phone to look at his camera to see what he had been talking about and gasped. Harry had left a Lovebite on him big enough for people to see.  

Louis's cheeks went a deep shade of red. " I don't have anything to cover it. 

Zayn took off his hoodie and gave it to Louis. "Give it back before you leave."

"Thanks," Louis smiled putting the hoodie on. "Where are the others?"

"Niall wanted more soda so they went to get some." Zayn replied. "Where's Harry?"

Louis pointed his head toward the bathroom. "Talking to his mom."

"Was it from him then?" Zayn asked referring to the hickey as he pointed to Louis's neck. 

"He kissed me," Louis sighed. "But we can't be together."

"Why?" Zayn wondered confused at Louis's answer. "If I had someone like that waiting for me to be with them or wanting my attention I wouldn't be hesitating. So why are you?"

Louis his frustrations from the meeting are coming back. "The label, it's apparently not a good look if a gay member is in the band. We wouldn't sell as well was what they screamed at me with other languages. "

"Thats crap man," Zayn started to say. "A load of bullocks, who you choose to be with shouldn't be up to them. Are you going to let them stop you from finding happiness with Harry?"

Louis shrugged his shoulders, trying to keep his eyes from watering. " It's what I have to do, if they see me with him in that way. I'll be kicked out of the band, or they will pull the plug on us."

Zayn shocked his head not believing what his ears are hearing. "Mate it's clear as day you and haz have chemistry. You've only known each other for a short amount of time and  it's easy to tell.  It's not a walk in park like you think to avoid chemistry like that, anybody would kill to be in your shoes and meet someone who gives them what you found."

"You don't think I know that,"  Louis started to yell getting frustrated. "I  want to explore and see what Harry and I could be.  He's been on my mind since I met him yesterday, I had so many things planned for him and I to do before management dumbed this rule in my face. I have to think of all of the boys Zayn.  Especially  now that Harry's involved, I can't ruin this opportunity for him to be in the band, because I couldn't stop myself from wanting him."

"Well it's no secret I never wanted to be in band. I just grew to love you all so I stayed." Zayn made aware.

"Yeah, so?" Louis feeling confused as to why he brought that up. 

"So, if you dont tell him that you want him, I will." Zayn threatened not able to deny his own attraction to the curly haired boy. "Because you aren't the only person who thinks that he is beautiful and is attracted to him."

With that Zayn walked off mostly going to check on Niall and Liam, as he left Louis in surprise his mouth just dropping to the floor. 

Today had been so horrible, Louis was just waiting for it to be done.  As he tried to keep his tears from falling out of his eyes, he took his phone out from his back pocket and scrolled on the internet to distract himself. 

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