I Need You

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Beyoncé POV

I was in the house chilling in the living room until Shawn came home. I looked up at him and he made a face at me and I made one back. I'm not in a good mood today.

It's best he doesn't start anything because I may say something crazy.

"Got a problem?" He asked me. "Yes I do. What is you looking at me like that for?" Like I said I can't control my mouth when I'm not in the good mood.

"Who the fuck you talking to?" I rolled my eyes. "You bitc...." Before I could finish my sentence he slapped me hard.

To my surprise I slapped him back and he stared at me in shock. Then started to beat my ass.

Yea. I was crying because he was actually hurting me this continues for a couple more minutes until I pass out.

I woke my in the same spot with dried blood on my face and mouth. I tried to get up and I look down and my leg was bleeding a lot. So I quickly hopped upstairs.

Don't ask how I just go up there. Anyway I cleaned my leg and got a big bandage and put it on my leg. It hurt like shit.

Crazy thing is I don't remember what I did for this to happen.

Blue is at her grandmas house so this means Shawn will come home with more woman and I will get beat a lot more. I wish Blue knew.

I wish she knew so she could stay or tell someone but I don't want him to hurt her so I stay quiet unless I'm not in the mood.

That's when Sasha comes out. She crazy. Like very crazy. She's everything I'm not.

Shawn comes home with a woman. I don't even ask "who she is?" or anything. They go to the guest room and what I like to say they "Get jiggy with it" but we all know what they do. I laugh to myself. Anyway.

A few hours later

I just got off a call with Ciara, my friend who is a lawyer. and she said she was too busy to help me so that brought my mood down.

I stop hearing noise of them and the woman comes out the room in a towel and leaves crying. Damn. Every woman he does it with comes out crying, what he be doing?

I go into the guest room. To see Shawn laying on the bed covered up.

"Have fun cheating on me for the 28th time in a row?" Yep I'm being smart. I'm so tried of his shit. "Shut the fuck up before I beat your ass again!"

I swear Sasha comes out then immediately leaves because now I'm scared but before I was bold. I leave the room and sit on the couch.

Why do you always do that Sasha?

Do what?

Act all bold then leave.

You need to learn how to speak up for yourself. It's not okay to let him hit on you Beyoncé, ask for help, call your friends you know there number by heart this has been going on for 5 years Beyoncé. Get help!

I think about what Sasha is telling me in my head and I decide to call someone. Not just someone my best friend since I was 2.

"Hello?" I say.

"Hey B!" I smile as Kelly answers the phone.

"I need help." I say knowing I might have to tell her what's been happening.