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Nicki
4 years later
"Where's momma?" The twins asked as I shrugged. I honestly didn't know. "I don't know babies, let's call her." I said as I called Beyoncé but it went straight to voicemail. "She might be busy. Go play while I finish cooking." I said as they ran off.

Truth is, Beyoncé & I haven't been on the best terms right now. Every since I said no to her marriage proposal, she moved out bc it got way too hectic. Sometimes she'll call my phone & cry to me & sometimes we'll go days without talking. It all depends on the day & the time of the day.

Right now she's in one of her moods, so I guess she blocked me. I'm just tired of taking care of 3 kids by myself, when 2 of them are also hers. I felt myself becoming overwhelmed & I sighed & called her once again but this time it rung. "Hello?" She asked. "The kids are asking bout you." I said as she was quite for a moment. "The twins?" She asked. "Yes Beyonce, who else?" I asked. "Well I was making sure cause Kinsley ain't my daughter. I'll pick them up later. I'm at the studio finishing up my album. Anything else?" She asked. "Yeah, the old Beyoncé back." I said hanging up.

A few moments later, my phone dinged & I checked to see she texted me.

B🩷~ I know I'm not around like I used to be. I do apologize, ik that can be stressful. I'll try harder baby I promise. but the studio producers have me working all throughout the day. I'm sorry. I love you ❤️.

Me~ yea whatever Beyoncé. i just miss us. but like always, I love you too.

B🩷~ you cant just act like you telling me no, didn't make me question our relationship nic. that hurt my heart yk it did.

Me~ okay but nb told you to go out & cheat & have a pregnancy scare on me & cover it up with a marriage proposal did they? no. nb asked me how I fucking felt about it, they just all took sides with you. so fuck how YOU & THEM feel. I have enough bs going on as it is.

B🩷~ i told you I was sorry for that a billion times.

Me~ it takes more than a sorry to fix shit like that Beyoncé. you'd know if you were in my shoes. but a loyal bitch like me don't cheat, so therefore you'll never be in my shoes. not dealing with me.

Me~ but I'm not about to go back & forth with you about some shit that already happened. either move on or let me go. simple.

B🩷~ I'm coming over later. to talk. not argue.

B🩷~ lemme say it again. I'm coming over later. To talk. Not argue.

Me~ you're coming over to get your kids. we have nothing to talk about.

B🩷~ 7:30 sounds good?

Me~ whatever. bring yo own food

B🩷~ actually im coming over now.

I sighed & locked my phone. Her saying that about Kinsley really pissed me off lowkey. Of course kinsley isn't her daughter, I know that.

About 45 minutes later, she came over smelling like weed. "Can I shower? I kinda stink." She said as I shrugged. "Ain't no kinda. But go off." I said as she laughed a little and walked upstairs.

Lo👯‍♀️🩷~ I have something to tell you...

Me~ what is it?

Lo👯‍♀️🩷~ I think it's best if I come over, is now a good time?

Me~ uh not really... Beyoncé & I are about to talk

Lo👯‍♀️🩷~ ..... okay well I'll tell you later

Me~ kk

Lauren has been acting weird since I told her why I didn't say yes to Beyoncé's proposal. "Okay I'm back. Do I still stink?" She asked as I rolled my eyes playfully. "Hm, you smell like me." I said. "Then I smell wonderful." She said as I laughed. "Sit down, we not cool." I said.

She said on the couch, i decided to talk to her since the kids were upstairs napping. "The kids are napping." I said as she nodded. "I just wanna say I'm sorry. I know I fucked up & I take full credibility for that. But I do want you to know I'm trying my best. With this music shit ik it don't seem like it, but i promise I am." She said as I nodded.

"I know we moved forward past that. I'm sorry for being petty & holding a grudge towards you. We need to handle this situation the adult way instead of trying to ignore each other. I want to marry you eventually, but right now I need to take time to trust you." I said. "Can we move forward?" She asked as I nodded & smiled. "Yeah." I said.

"I missed you." She said as I thought about something. "Who did you almost get pregnant on me?" I asked as she looked up. "Huh?" She asked. "You heard me. I never got the chance to ask you. But I'm asking you now. Who was it?" I asked. "Listen some things are best left unsaid Nic. Ian tryna get that girl hurt." She said as I scoffed. "So you really not gonna tell me bc you give a fuck about another bitch getting her ass beat, yet I'm the one who's being pleasing you & taking care of your kids? Bitch I pushed out your children. Twins at that. I didn't have no 2 pregnancies Bey. I had to do that shit in one day, while you felt no pain. I went through postpartum depression & almost killed Kenya. But I guess none of that matters to you huh? Okay." I said getting in my phone.

Me~ you can't just text it? Look like me & her ain't settling shit no time soon. she won't tell me who the bitch is that she almost got pregnant

Lo👯‍♀️🩷~oh um about that... I was the girl Nic. I'm sorry. we were drunk & it kinda just happened.

Me~ it kinda just happened? bitch you took what was MINE. you had what was MINE. everything I told you about this bitch you took. you jeopardized my relationship. im beating your ass & no one is gonna stop me hoe. just because yo baby daddy got killed don't mean you can take mines. you Onika wannabe ass hoe. you cut me too deep bitch, just wait till I lay eyes on yo stupid ass. & don't worry Beyoncé getting hers too. after I whoop that ass, im coming for you. you know how I am already, you know my problem when it comes to my feelings and my children, why the fuck would you play with me like that? drunk or not i I don't give a fuck cause now ima beat yo ass drunk & im come back when I'm sober & rock yo ass again.

"Beyoncé I never in my life wanted to have the opportunity to put my hands on you, so I'm giving you the chance to get the fuck out my house now. I don't give a fuck about no explanation cause that shit is dead. You're dead to me. I hate you, fuck you, go die bitch. I promise I won't miss you. I hope nothing but the worst for you hoe. My heart that was so full of love is nothing but full hate for you. I fucking hate you man, & I can say that shit a billions times proudly with my chest. you could've left me where I was cause why the fuck would you come into my life just to fuck it up again? i was happier broke with my baby than I am rich with your weird ass. I thought you were saving me, i thought you were MINE." I said as all I saw was red before I crashed out on her, throwing hit after hit as she tried to grab me.

The enddd y'all, im sorry Niylabanksspt2 😣