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Our Little Secret (Theodore Nott)

mr. brown was on my bed looking like he was judging me. he was my childhood soft toy and I knew he would've hated seeing me cry for a damn boy. I hugged him - my dear teddy bear - squeezing him to my chest as the memories of what had happened with my boyfriend flowed back into my mind.
"you're a whore, that's what you are."
"all you do is insult me! but can you really face the matter and have a bloody conversation like a civil person?!"
"oh, are you saying I'm immature? bitch, have you looked in the mirror? because all I see is a damn child! you will never be good enough."
you will never be good enough. my brain wouldn't stop playing that scene and making me listen to that sentence all over again. I wasn't good enough and will have never been.
warm tears started sliding down my cheeks, I started sobbing and squeezing mr. brown harder. all I wanted to do was bury my face somewhere and stay there for the rest of my life, not wanting to see or talk to anyone. I wasn't good enough.
but then my bitter look lit up and I stopped crying for a second, before starting again but a bit more softly. theodore. he was my friend and perhaps he could've helped me.
I picked up my phone and unlocked it, ready to text him.
💬 hey. — I typed.
theo answered within a few seconds

and theo never read my last message. or at least from the SMS app, because I was pretty sure he had done it from the notification centre and decided not to text back. I sighed knowing he was already in his car to drive to my place.

(skip time)

I heard a knock on my window but ignored it as I was lying in my bed, facing the opposite wall and hugging mr. brown. I thought it was the wind blowing outside at first, since it was raining, but the knocking continued and the sound of it increased more and more. I rolled over to glance at it and I immediately found myself gasping as I sat up, seeing theodore standing on my balcony.
I was on the second floor of a building, and there was also a small staircase nearby. I wasn't surprised of seeing him there, I knew him too well not to know he was stubborn and eventually managed to come over, but I was concerned when I saw him completely soaked.
I stood up and left my teddy bear on my bed, making my way towards the window. "have you gone completely insane?"
theo smiled slightly sheepishly as he stepped inside, his clothes wetting my carpet.
"you know I've got a front door, right?"
"I thought your parents were asleep at this hour."
"so what? was climbing up my window a better idea?"
"I didn't say that."
"you're drenched, theo."
"and you're crying, y/n."
I stopped and realized that I had been crying, still thinking about the discussion my boyfriend and I had. I quickly wiped away my tears and blinked a few times in an attempt to make the redness go away from my eyes.
"you told me to come over and-"
"no, I didn't! I just wanted to chat. no need to come over, theo. ugh... you're completely soaked in rainy water." I walked out of my room just to come back some seconds later with a towel wrapped around my arm.
"here."
theo took the towel and started to rub it on his head to dry his hair off, then he placed his leather jacket on my chair and continued to dry himself.
"what did that bastard do to you?" theo spoke passive-aggressively.
"nothing, theo... it's nothing. I'm more worried about you catching a damn cold."
theodore rushed towards me and grabbed my face — his hand holding my cheeks and squeezing them in a way my lips were all squashed. "if you don't tell me what he's done to you, I will ask him myself, and trust me, he won't be able to speak again after that."
theo had always been very protective towards me and I had always appreciated that. we were good friends and whenever my boyfriend and I had fights, theo was there for me. through time he started hating my boyfriend more and more, as I kept telling him the way he treated me.
"he was rude again. nothing to be concerned about. I just overreacted, theo."
"no, y/n. if it's something that moved you, it was something serious."
"listen, I don't want to talk about it, okay? I just wanted some company..."
theodore saw the look of sadness and vulnerability on my face, and he softened up. he sighed and loosened his grip on my face, then he weakly smiled at me before leaving my chin.
"come here..." he pulled me in a hug and I happily hugged him back.
"he doesn't deserve you..." he murmured and I let a few tears slide down my cheeks. "shh... it's okay, I've got you..."
I felt safer in theo's arms than in my boyfriend's.
theo gently pulled away wiping away my tears as he looked down at me. "you deserve someone who can appreciate you and love you unconditionally. you definitely don't deserve someone like that bastard you're dating."
theo was right, indeed. but I loved my boyfriend and I couldn't bring myself to admit I deserved better. I just nodded without adding anything.
theo's hands were on my hips gripping them firmly, every now and then roaming from the small of my back to my waist. he was looking at me with those piercing eyes of his, and he was incredibly sexy.
"if he only knew how many things I'm thinking of his girlfriend..." he said. his voice a little above a whisper.
"...what do you mean, theo?"
oh, I perfectly knew what he meant. yet, I wanted him to say it out loud both because I couldn't believe it yet, and because the thought of it was making me aroused.
"I could be a better boyfriend than him."
"theo..." I wanted to sound mature, sensible, and disagreeing. instead, all that came out of my mouth was a whine. a moan of arousal.
"I could treat you so good... and it could be our little secret." he pleaded.
"you know I shouldn't be doing this, right?" I said as my arms automatically wrapped around his neck, pulling him closer than two friends should be.
theo's hands gripped my hips more firmly, flushing me against him and making our bodies feel each other's heat. I knew it was so wrong, cheating is wrong, but this felt so right... we together felt so right. theo had always been a good guy when it came to treating women properly, so I knew I would've put myself in good hands, yet it was still cheating and I felt myself torn between him and my boyfriend.
"theo..." I looked away, avoiding his gaze. but he soon grabbed my chin and forced me to meet his eyes. he didn't wait any further and cupped my cheek, pressing his lips against mine.
at first, I was about to pull away and yell — "what the fuck!", but the softness of his lips mixed with his aggressive and firm grip had me kissing him back eagerly.
he let out a low moan as he felt my lips moving against his in equal passion, and he bent on his legs — our lips not leaving each other for a second — as his hands grabbed my thighs and he lifted me up. I instinctively wrapped my legs around his waist as he securely held me by my butt and pressed me against the nearest wall. all my paranoia was gone and any possible thought of my boyfriend was no longer lingering in my mind as it was all replaced by how good theo was making me feel. I've always had secret fantasies about me and him because he was the only decent treatment I got from a male figure. not only did my boyfriend mistreat me, but he was also quite bad at kissing and having sex — his kisses were too sloppy and wet and I hadn't had a good orgasm in MONTHS.
"all for me... you're all for me now..." theo muttered against my lips between kisses. "I've been jerking off thinking about you every day... I've had dreams about you leaving your boyfriend, stripping in front of me, and riding me as an apology for dating such a dork..."
I mentally chuckled at his words, it was such a... unique fantasy.
"my god..." I moaned and he liked it. he broke the kiss and smirked, carrying me to my bed.
I giggled slightly and he grinned as he laid me on it and climbed over me. his right forearm was next to my head, allowing him to prop himself and not crash his weight on me, while his left hand tightly gripped my hip.
theo and I kept making out on my bed, until I felt his hardness pressing against my hip and I pulled away.
"I'm not sure we should we be doing this... if my boyfriend finds out-" theo cut me off with another kiss, and I couldn't get the strength to pull away anymore. he just felt too good.
his hand slid up to my top, gripping and squeezing my boob. I panted and broke the kiss for a few seconds as I pressed my forehead against his. theo kept his eyes closed and smirked at the feeling of my breast in his hand, then he moved under the fabric.
"ohh! yes..." I arched my back. my boyfriend had never touched me like that — he always skipped straight to the act and didn't do anything to pleasure me.
"you like that?" he murmured as he began to leave kisses on my neck. I simply nodded, not being able to do anything else for the position I was at that moment.
theo's hand teasingly shifted down my stomach, leaving my breast all alone again — swollen, deprived of his touch, and sore. I wanted so much more. he reached my lower belly and played with the waistband of my shorts for a bit, and then he slid his hand inside my panties giving me goosebumps at the feeling of his long and slim fingers touching me down there. I let out a louder moan which was soon quieted down by his lips on mine, his thumb rubbing my clit.
"theo... ohh... fuck!" he smirked and chuckled to himself before slightly nibbling at my earlobe and continuing his trail of heated kisses on my neck and jawline.
"yeah, doll... be loud for me..." his hips moved instinctively against mine to seek some friction — I could tell he was very horny and I was too.
I shut my eyes and arched my back once again as I felt his fingers starting to stretch me mercilessly. they went in and out so effortlessly that I could feel my lower belly burn due to pleasure. "yes! don't stop!"
"I know, baby... come on... come on my fingers... show me just how much I'm better than your idiotic boyfriend." and there my walls coated his fingers, loud whimpers and moans left my mouth as I covered his hand with my juices.
"yeah! like that..." he smirked and pumped his fingers inside my pussy a few more times, before taking them out and bringing them into his mouth. he licked them clean while he looked at me, enjoying the sight of me all needy and almost helpless on the bed.
"I can't hold back anymore." he said as he sat up and set his hands on his belt, beginning to undo it. I was excited I might have let out another moan just at the sight of him freeing himself and he couldn't help but notice it.
he hurried to take his pants off as soon as the leather belt left his jeans' loops. theo pulled them down letting me see his huge erection pressing against the fabric of his black boxers.
"please..." I whined.
"I know, I know..." my eyes widened and my eyebrows lifted as I saw theo pulling his underwear down, it meeting his pants at his ankles. his cock stood so perfectly, throbbing and almost screaming to get inside of me.
none of us wanted to waste any further time, in fact, he immediately pulled my shorts and panties off in one quick move, allowing him to have a full view of my cunt. he lined up against me and thrust hard, not even leaving me a moment to get adjusted to his size — which was way bigger than my boyfriend's. as he pumped inside of me we both finished to undress each other, eventually leaving us completely bare and exposed. he brought my legs above his shoulders and laid them there, his hands on them to keep them steady. I gripped the sheets, twisting them and pulling them as theo hit perfectly my g-spot.
"does your boyfriend fuck you like this?" he panted as he ran his hand through his brown hair, keeping it away from his forehead and the drops of sweat that were creating.
I knew my boyfriend had never had me like this. never. he was so incapable and goofy, that he put himself in the first place not even worrying about making me come. theo was being so damn good... I felt his big dick filling me so well, his cock head teasing my cervix. it was the best sensation I had ever felt.
"no..." I panted grabbing his arms and pulling him down on me so I could hold onto his shoulders. my nails dug deep into his skin, probably leaving a few scratches here and there, and making him groan in pain and satisfaction.
"I know... yet he gets this pretty pussy all to himself, mh?"
he was going so damn fast as if he wanted to prove to me he was better than my boyfriend, as if he had joined a competition, as if he wanted to claim me as his and remove the memory of my boyfriend from my mind.
all I could do was let out a strangled chuckle, very similar to a whimper. I know I was close.
"theo... I'm... yes! just like that!" theo chuckled at my moans, he enjoyed being shamelessly praised by me and he knew how good he was in bed.
"let me come inside you, please... don't make me pull out..." he sounded like he was whimpering so I realized he was getting as close as me. I couldn't think of any other answer beyond a simple "yes", even if I knew he wasn't wearing a condom and I wasn't on birth control.
as soon as I permitted him, I felt his pace quickening — if that was even possible — and he bit my shoulder, burying his face in the crook of my neck. in a matter of seconds I felt his hot seed spilling inside of me, coating my insides and slightly dripping out of my folds and onto the bed. he came groaning into my ear, which only turned me on more and made me come right after him. our breathings were unsteady and rapid and I felt him slowing down, his cock's tip gradually leaving my g-spot to pull out.
he kissed my neck, his eyes still shut while mine were lidded and my eyebrows curved in an upside-down frown of pleasure and vulnerability. his lips leisurely went up to kiss my jaw, then went up further and find mine to capture in a lazy, yet passionate, kiss.
his hand grabbed my hip and then rested on my lower belly, caressing my skin. "you drive me incredibly crazy..." he whispered between kisses.
"come to me every time he doesn't treat you right and I'll show you just how a real man can appreciate such a beautiful woman like you."oh theo... what have you done to me?