The Adventure of a Lifetime Part 2: Texas Bound

Healing Hearts

That pull, that longing, can't be held back any longer. The anger, the attitudes, have become too much. Something has to change. So what's the decision? Do I keep hiding away? Or do I finally step out? One foot in front of the other...

You can do this...

It's time, to let love conquer all.

⚠Warning, extreme amounts of smut ahead!! Seriously, I'm not kidding. Be prepared and enjoy!⚠

Seven (feat. Latto) by Jung Kook, Latto

Easy to Love by Bryce Savage

Piece of a Puzzle by Stray Kids (Changbin, Seungmin)

I quietly walked across the floor, nearly getting to them before any noticed me. Sometimes being able to walk quietly comes in handy, like now. Just as I nearly get to him, Chris looks over and freezes. His eyes big as saucers, his breath coming in short gasps as I never slow down, coming straight at him. I watch as he drops his head down, pulling his knees up tightly into himself. He refuses to look me in the eyes. The rest go silent, unsure of what I am doing as I stop and kneel in front of him. "Chris, look at me." The sound he makes, as he shakes his head no, hurts me.

I grab his legs, and softly tug at them till he straightens them. Crawling into his lap, I wrap his arms around me and snuggle into him. "Listen my dear sweet husband. You are not the cause. I should not have let Park talk me into excluding you, any of you." I look up at all of them, tears in my eyes. I lay my head back on Chris's shoulder, putting my palm on his cheek, caressing his face as I continue.

"I am sorry for allowing myself to be talk into that. But you, you cannot yell at me either. Chris, I am not stupid. Far from it. But growing up, I got called that, a lot. So, when you called me that, well...*letting out a long sigh* it hurts even more coming from you. I forgive you. Just please do not ever do that again." I hear him whisper, at least I think I do, the words, "I'm not worthy", but it is so soft. Surely, I heard him wrong. Right? He wouldn't say that?

Felix touches my shoulder lightly and when I look at him, and he looks at Chris and then closes his eyes, I realize the truth. I did hear him. Oh no. Oh no no. I shake my head. Oh, my love, why would you think this way? I snuggle in closer.

"Oh Chris. My love, why would you think that? You are worthy. You are so worthy. Do not ever think for a moment that you are unworthy of our love and giving us your love and time and everything about you! You are one of the most selfless people I know. You gave up your life, your youth, to live your dream, to create Stray Kids. You formed this family, found your life mates! Yes, you have a temper. Well guess what, so do I! You had better just get used to that. I am going to make mistakes, just like each of you will. This is new and we are learning. Now, look at me right now! I am going to fight for this family. But I need you to help me. I need YOU Chris!!!!"

Slowly, he lifts his head up to briefly look at me before lowering his eyes. "I feel like a complete and total ass. I was a cunt to you Lynn! Dammit, I knew you were trying to help us not hurt us. I don't know what's wrong with me. I...I feel completely out of control lately. And angry. I lashed out at you and hurt you. I am saur sorry my love. I never meant to hurt you. I don't understand why and I...I don't feel worthy of your love or any of my soulmate's love. I feel like I've hurt too many of you with my words." Tears are streaming down him face, the anguish and pain so clear. The others jump up, shouting their disapproval and disagreement at his words.

I turn, straddling him. Taking his face in mine, I force him to look me in the eyes. "Well, my dearly loved husband, I think I do know what is going on. And it has to do some with what Seungmin and I did." I hear a sharp intake of breath from Seungmin. I want to look at him, but I need to get this all out. "Or well, what we pushed along. According to Lauren, it is a soulmate thing. And honestly, now that I think about it, it makes sense." His eyes bore into mine, holding onto to any hope he can.