As i admired him while he sat down for class
I couldn't help but still wonder why he was here (as i was dumb)
But that curiosity and admiration was wiped
When it came to realization
That he was a perfect student
And soon he was the new favorite
My title was snatched
But it was fine
My eyes settled for my moms friends son
He was cute
Funny
Kind
Smart
We always played pretend
He would be the dad
I would be the mom
It was nice to have good buddy to play with me
His name is John
He was a year older
Our parents always joked about us becoming a couple one day
And possibly getting married
I wasn't complaining tho
I actually liked him
But 5 year old me was ignorant about her feelings
She didn't even know what a crush was
But it was fine
Cause it was all in the past
