Queen

Gareth/ Nikolai

I know we've been assholes for a long time now. With what happened with Vaughn, nobody is ready to face Aurora.

Aurora, my ball of sunshine. But it's all changed now. She's shutting herself out. And no one, but us are responsible for that.

Honestly we were all sexually frustrated. It had been months since any of us has touched her. I know she is as frustrated as us. But the only reason we don't go to her is because, she will start asking questions about Vaughn.

Initially it was all okay, but then she wasn't a child. She started questioning. We avoided at first, then lied and finally we started snapping at her. We felt the distance that had been growing in between us.

But without Vaughn we were nothing. We were five and that's how it worked. It was five or none. And without him, we were falling apart.

Killian is my twin, but recently we argued on something and it escalated so quickly that I didn't even realise that I had punched him. He broke his lip and that's when I felt it.

Pain. My chest hurt seeing my twin hurt, in pain. He didn't punch me back. Niko and Jer immediately had stood up, but no one moved. Killian looked at me with a pained expression on his face. He was clearly hurt. We were suppose to be each other's other half. We are twins. We don't fight with each other, we fight for each other.

"Kill..." I started and tears started forming in my eyes.

He shook his head and left the room silently. I immediately knelt down and sobbed hiding my face in my hands. Jer and Niko came to me.

"Gary, it's okay. I will go after him. Please calm down." Jer said planting a kiss on my head and left.

I felt another pair of arms go around me. I leaned onto Niko's chest and sobbed hard gripping his shirt.

"I hit him Niko. I shouldn't have done that. I shouldn't have done that." I more I realised what I had done, the more it hurt me.

"Gary," Niko whispered and I looked up to him only to find him in tears.

"Things have been rough for all of us love, this was bound to happen some time. We are falling apart and we all can see it. But we are holding onto it forcefully, so it was bound to snap at some point. It's not your fault. I am sure Kill is not angry with you. He must feel bad too that it reached this point. You know how he gets when he sees you like this. Please don't cry." Niko tried to explain while holding my face in his arms.

"I don't know Niko, we.. we need Vaughn. I didn't realise it before, but each of us is very important. Even one of us being down will make everyone fall apart. We need him, we need him, Niko. We need Vaughn." I sobbed hard again and he pulled me in his chest.

"I know, Gary, I know.." he whispered his head on my shoulder and his hands grabbing the back of neck and back.

I don't know how long we were there in that position when I heard someone call my nickname. Whisper to exact. Oh I knew who it was.

"Sunshine," I hurriedly stood up from Niko's arms, my eyes filling up again.

Kill was standing in front of me and Jer behind him. His eyez were red. Did he cry as well? Fuck yes. I made him cry. I hurt him. I hit him. My other half. My twin.

"Stop doing that and come here, sunshine." He said it again and I realised he was really back.

I threw myself in his arms and his strong arms immediately wrapped around me protectively. I felt it.

"I'm sorry, Kill. I'm so so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I'm sorry. Please don't put me away. Shout at me, hit me back, but talk to me. I know I'm wrong, please forgive me, please, please." At this point I was begging hiz forgiveness literally.

Our parents didn't care much about us. So it was us against the world. He was mine and mine alone. I couldn't lose him. I knew I would break the moment he stepped away from me.

But he didn't. He came back for me. My Kill came back for me. My tears were staining his shirt, but neither of us cared. I felt a hand rubbing the back of my head. Jer. And it was definitely Niko rubbing my back.

Kill didn't say a word. I was getting worried. My body stiffened and I didn't even realise until he spoke at at last.

"I'm not angry, sunshine. I had to walk away to calm down. If I had hurt you even by mistake, I would never be able to forgive myself. You are my baby, you can punch me, but I can't. I am not mad at you, sunshine. Look at me." And he pushed me back gently and wiped my tears.

"It's okay. I am fine. We've had worst of injuries. Hell, we've said hello to Lucifer and were kicked back down, because even he didn't want us in hell." He said and I laughed. We all laughed. It was true.

"Sunshine, I am never walking away from you. I promise. Also, I know one of us would snap at some point with the pressure we are under. But we just didn't expect it to be you. You were and are my strongest baby. Our baby. So it came as a shock." He explained and I felt alot better.

"But Kill, Jer, we need Vaughn back. Even you know we are falling apart. There's no Vaughn, and we've distanced ourselves from Aurora as well. Has anyone checked on her?" I asked and all fell silent.

I hope Vaughn is back soon and I hope Aurora doesn't leave us. But what we didn't know was she was already planning to leave and was almost ready.

NIKOLAI

Six Months Later...

After that incident with Gary and Kill, we really never spoke much. We were never home. We brought home girls and fucked them completely ignoring the fact that our little girl, our princess would be breaking so badly. We were there for each other but she was all alone.

What had happened to us? To all of us? Where had all things gone wrong? Vaughn. Yes.. Him..

There was one thing that we had realised that the absence of Vaughn was eating all of us up. Especially Aurora. Almost five years she is had seen or spoken to him.

Hell she was also counting days and he told them to Kill this morning before leaving the house. We atleast saw him everyday.

"Guys, what do we do now? We should have told her about Vaughn. I know she would understand if we told her. I know she is stubborn, but this is Blue, her Blue. And this is our girl. Have we all forgotten that she is ours and we shouldn't have let her step out just now? She loves Vaughn, and hell I would say despite him not being here, she has come to love him the most. God am I sounding like a jealous bitch now, hell yes." I said and plopped down on the couch.

"I have to admit, we all have wronged her. She was right here when we fucked someone who wasn't her. And she was there listening to all of that all by herself. We forgot that we all had each other, but she was alone, breaking bit by bit all by herself." Gary said rubbing his face.

"What do we do now?" Kill asked and no one had answers.

"I don't have answers. It's true we have betrayed her trust. He have cheated on her. We have broken her, hurt her in the worst way possible and it will be difficult to get her back now. I am ready to kneel and grovel at her feet till she agrees to talk to me. I would do anything to get her back. Now that she has left, it's hitting hard." Jer thre his head back on the couch.

We were all drowning in our sorrows yet we are together and our girl is out there, all alone by herself. Ye again.

Hello lovelies.. how are we all??

I had a wild idea of making Killian-Gareth (twins) and Jeremy-Nikolai (cousins) develop feelings for each other. What do you think?

And do you think Aurora should come back and maybe give them a chance?

Comment below and don't forget to vote:-)