Wicked Games

Wanted

' I'm not a very patient man but I'm still not the monster you think I am.. Atleast.. Not to you.. '

' Need I remind you why I'm here.. '

I say very dryly, I'm here because I'm being forced to be here, like he doesn't know this.

' You're here because you belong here, with me, You'll soon realize this '

' As if. Apparently I belong alone.. I'm REALIZING men fucking suck. '

Gio sits up and looks down at me... I watch him climb out of bed, I take notice of him in his briefs and the God like body this man really has. Tall, lean and extremely muscular.. I notice a few scars, not surprising given the kind of man he is..

Gio tells me he'll be right back.. I sit up and watch as he disappears for a few moments and comes back with a bottle of captain and a red bottle..

' C'mon.. '

I give him a confused look.. But I do pull the covers off and climb out of the bed.. He opens the balcony door as he leads us outside.

' Sit. '

I take a seat on the love seat as he takes one next to me.. He cracks the bottles open and takes a swig of both before passing them to me.. I'm still visibly confused but I do grab the bottles and do the same. After about 4 passes I can feel the liquor filing my body and my body starts to feel heavy.. I grab my menthols from my bag and I light it up. Feeling pretty damn tipsy by now..

I stand up and walk over to the balcony ledge and look out at the dark sky and the city lights, the streets that are bustling with people.. I turn around and lean against it as I decide to ask Gio a question that I've asked him before.

' Why me Giovanni? '

I watch him set the bottle down before answering..

' It's always been you Novalie.. From the moment I first laid eyes on you.. About 7 years ago now. Everything I've done has been to make you mine. '

' Excuse me? 7 fucking years. I've just met you.. '

My face is scrunched in confusion and a bit of anger. What the hell is he talking about..

' That's a story for another time little fox.. But know that you are where you belong just like I said.. '

I shake my head lightly before I walk over to the table and grab the bottle and take a huge gulp.. No chaser needed. I almost want to climb the ledge and jump. I'm fucked. I toss my cigarette before leaning back against the parapet and simmer on what he just said to me for only a moment before he stands up and walks over to me.

I look up to see a soft expression before I feel his arm wrap around my waist and he lifts me onto edge, sitting so close to the ledge it's almost a thrill. His arms hold me close and tight as I feel his muscles flex softly and unintentionally as he holds me in place.

' You still haven't answered my question Giovanni '

His side smile catches me off guard in my drunken state.. I watch him lick his lips before answering.

' I can't. The heart wants what the heart wants.. And mine wants you.. When Jack got you something in me snapped, I was going to beat his brains in before .. '

' Before what Gio.. '

I ask almost in a desperate need.

' I couldn't let you see me like that.. You'd never be able to look at me after that .. Or so said my father '

His words linger for a moment before I can think of what to say to that..

' You say you know me but you think I'm that fragile? '