Wicked Games

Mercy

I sit in the vanilla oil filled tub long after Giovanni leaves, only stepping out after I've cleaned myself THOROUGHLY and the waters gone cold.. Only then so I pull the plug and get out, the cold air hitting me like ice.

I can feel my old self teasing a reappearance, I look into the mirror and stare at myself for only a moment before walking off into the bedroom.. grabbing the half pack of menthols that were left behind, tossing the towel into the basket as I grab the small silk robe and throw it on before heading onto the balcony..

As I stand there lighting my cigarette I wonder how different life would be if daddy didn't do what he did, what was he thinking? Would I of been happier or would I have spiraled further? Jack is absolutely nothing compared to Giovanni as a man or a lover. Attracted to intelligence yet even in that aspect he still pales to Giovanni..

Hell, I'd probably have a few kids running around with another in me if Gio had his way.. It's gotta be a kink or some form of it the way he's baby crazy.. The man's got self control when it comes to sexual desires though..

Speaking of, I almost wanna sit on an ice pack but I'm too stubborn to grab it..

I finish my cigarette and throw on some sweats and a tube top, gray, throwing my hair into a messy bun.. Zero effort today. I go downstairs to find a covered bowl with a note on top of it..

' Fox, There's a surprise in the dome for you, before you seek it, EAT! - L'ombra '

I take the lid off and find a parfait with fresh fruit. I grab the bowl and a spoon as I make my way barefoot to the dome, wondering what he's done to it.

I open the side door and I'm immediately shook, what the hell am I going to do with this man.. he's done made this a second home for me, there's a t.v on the stand, fresh bedding on the moved bed with mini fridge in the corner and a blowup hottub in the other corner.. I was in the tub for an hour.. How was that even long enough to set this up..

I smile to myself as I walk inside, taking notice of the new candles and vase full of colorful flowers with another note..

' Relax and wait for daddy to come home xoxo '

I shut my eyes as I smile hard, before I get sad.. Jack had more money than he knew what to do with yet I paid for all of my things, rarely got any gifts.. But Giovanni.. Treats me like a princess, even when I was terrible to him not that he didn't deserve it.. I know he's a dangerous man but he's .. Just different with me. Dominant sure but soft as butter.. At least.. With me

I grab my plugged in phone that's now fully charged and see I have a plethora of new notifications.. Only one sticks out, the one that makes me want to vomit.

' I know I fucked up but I miss you so much Nova.. '

I black my screen and climb into the bed under the sheets as I turn the TV on some true crime and eat my brunch. When I finish I shoot Giovanni a text with a racy selfie of me all comfy..

' Just bed rotting til you return '

Along with the pouty emoji.

It's only about 3 when I get bored enough to climb out of bed and head outside straight into the garden.. I leave my cell behind, these days I don't really want to talk to anyone.. Although I know my mother and brother are getting fed up with me blowing them off constantly but that's a problem for another time.

I go sit by my newly planted tree and just sit and watch the nature around me, the birds, squirrels even a stray cat that somehow keeps finding his way in the yard, I know this because I've seen him a few times.. I've attempted trying to grab him but he's too skittish, I'll have to remember to grab some bribery foods the next time I come out here..