supernatural: superfemale

chapter 5

Sam didn't say a word till we where 5 minutes from home when he said "how did she get it to go away?" And I sighed slowing to a stop, and turned to him "I don't know I guess when she made me this meat suit she didn't know about the mark." Sam sighed "dean you know that staying in this new meat suit isn't going to solve anything, your only avoiding it. i made myself laugh even though i knew he was right "i'm going to do what i can to change us back Sammy. Don't worry i like my manhood to much."    i didn't tell Sam this, but i really wished Cas were here he would know what to do. he would tell me that i knew i couldn't do that, same as Sam, and then he would look into my eyes and i would know he was right. yes Cas will probably never know how i feel about him, but i am willing to take what i can get.

               All of this ran through my mind as Sam and i walked through the doors of the bunker. Sam stretched his arms yawning with exhaustion "hey dean i'm beat i'm going to catch a few z's.", and with that Sam made his way down one of the may hallways in the bunker to his room. he wasn't the only one who was exhausted, but i just couldn't sleep. my mind was going a mile a minute. i kept thinking about Cas and how i really wanted to see him. i could call him down and tell him about the case. i'll make up some excuse. i sat on my bed and gathered my courage. id never been one for praying, but it was at least some what easier when it was to Cas. "Hey, Cas buddy we found our selves a hell of a case..,its really kinda funny actually, so i don't know ya wanna help out of something just pop in."

           I sat there maybe five minutes before i heard the fluttering of wings. i couldn't help but smile before i turned to him "hey Cas you heard my prayer i take it." when i turned around i saw Cas' stunned face. i had completely forgotten that i looked like a women right now. Cas stuttered a second before staring at the ground "i'm deeply sorry i thought this was my friends house" and i couldn't help but laugh "at least you know how to treat lady,..its me cas, its dean" and he stared at me a minute "dean what happened to you?".