Narcissistic Lover

plot the storyline before the actual story

POV: Taylor..

"What!! " I yelled slamming my hands down on the cold counter it stung for a second before burning

"Dont. You need to go. " my mom glared back

"No I don't! I'm fine here! " I barked back

"You always in that room it's summer and starley doesn't deserve to be locked up all day and you get her when YOU want! "

"I don't do that I'm there all the time cuz I hate being here!! " I stood up my voice getting louder

"Taylor Marie Claire! You will not-"

"You always do this!! Make me do stuff I don't want! I didn't want to babysit that kid I didn't want to be on the stupid club team I sure as hell don't want to go to this shit!! " I yelled walking away

"Taylor!! Taylor!! " my mom yelled out before I slammed my door shut locking it

She always does this.. Never thinks about me always does.. I feel like I belong here..

Plus I'm always out there with star..

I stood up walking to my window the paint was chipping off from the knife I use to stab at the wall..

I looked out to my black friesian her hair in messy braids I did the other night I felt my eyes ring

"... I do care for you.. " I mumbled as I felt my eyes gloss over before I knew it a tear fell

.. Should I go.. ?

. That afternoon.

I walked out my room my long black hair in a messy bun I heard yelling.. This was normal right?..

"No! Shes going! I'm done!! i don't want her here anymore! " my mom yelled out as u walked past them the words hurt but it was normal

"Jessica." My dad spoke his voice deep and cold.. I knew they were fighting a lot because of me.. Thats what my mom says any way..

I grabbed the black halter opening the door

"Dont. Shes going she's being a lazy bitch she can take care of star or I'm selling her."

I breathed in closing the door behind me.. It wasn't fair..

I walked out looking around for starley

"Star!!! .. Baby girl! " I yelled before whistling out I laughed slightly as I climb on the red metal bars keeping the horses from running away

"Star! " I yelled again before rolling my eyes "fine.. You win no halter! " I looked around

.... Ugh..

I rolled my eyes dropping the black halter it makes a thump I glanced down to make sure it didn't break

I heard steps as I look up I see starley the sun hitting her black coat  she truly was beautiful..

"Hey baby.. " I rubbed my hands on her forehead my hands got slightly dirty from her rolling in the dirt I smiled as I Pat her dirt coming up as I do

"Can we run away for a while? " I mumbled before star snorts at me I laughed choking back a few tears I knew was coming

I swung my leg over grabbing her hay like hair still amazes me it doesn't hurt..

My hand pats her neck before she takes off..

The wind was nice I could feel the tears falling only to be dried once again I huffed out a laugh with a sniff

The sun was setting the clouds making a shape of a dinosaur and a heart the light pink, yellow and orange shining brightly

".. Star.. " I mumbled out as she slowly down ".. I'm a good owner right?.. " I mumbled out before sobbing.. I cry a lot but this was stupid.

"I try.. I--.. Star.. Do you want to go to a camp? " I mumbled wiping my cheeks before sliding off her back

".. I.. Know you won't like this.. But just give me something so I know I'm doing the right thing.. " I said grabbing her nose rubbing it

.. Nothing.. What did I expect..

".. Right.. " I laughed before sitting down.. I..

My brain when blank I knew my mom was trying to trick me into feeling bad so I would go I hated giving into her she's a bit-

"Huh.. " I looked to my left to see star laying down before rolling over I smiled.. "Do they even let bareback riders in? " I laughed

.

The house was loud.. This was normal the two yelling at each other I knew to just walk past but.. I stopped

"Mom.. Whats the camp called? "I mumbled out

" what?.. Uh..  Horses and stars or something. " her voice laced with anger like speaking to me was a choir..

I nodded before walking up to my room I shut the door behind me.. I know I dont have a choice..

"I'm going.. Even if I rather die.. "

Hope you enjoy 'before the actual story' I had a hard time writing this cuz Jessica (Taylors mom) is a lot like people in my life and the fighting to.. 💀
I hope I didn't just give my new oc my trauma 💀👌