I push people away not cuz I'm scared or cuz I'm worried.. But because I think.
I think one day you won't want to be here with me so I push you away I make myself look like a victim just to be safe.
And I know it's wrong but I rather hurt myself then someone hurt me more then I already did.
But despite me trying so hard you won't leave rubber and glue I try to pull away only for you to stay on my side
You make me laugh and smile but yet you leaving me is what hurts for miles
No isn't something I can say easily to you that look of sadness or disappointment is something I fear to lose
I want you by my side for years and years but what if I lose you to the crowds of fame you urge to have..
...Will I just end up being a fan?..
This is a small poem I did cuz I was bored and Haven't got to update this book so enjoy how I feel about my friend 😼
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Narcissistic Lover
Romancea young girl named Taylor has no choice but to go to horses and stars camp she hated her mom for this how hard was it to spend time with your kid?! she thought Taylor was surprised to see Cindy her best friend and the person she hates ever.. Levi...
