Hindrance is on your way (Saintess #1)

Chapter 3

Chapter 3

Hindi ko na alam ang mga sumunod na nangyari. Napabalikwas nalang ako ng may kahigpitan akong hinawakan ni Zephyr pero hindi naman ako nasakatan dahil kahit ganoon ay may kaingatan parin naman ang pag hawak nya sakin.

Kakalabas lang namin sa international airport dito sa Spain at tatlong magagarbong sasakyan ang bumungad samin. One ferrari, mclarin, and bmw. Nauna si Zander na sumakay sa pang-una, kami sa gitna at ang mga tauhan nila sa huli.

If you're gonna ask me why I'm here? I don't even know! Ang natatandaan ko lang ay minanipula nya 'ko at nagawa pang baliktarin ang desisyon ko! I want to be angry with him for being forced to be with me with criticism, but half of me can't be angry because I feel like I'm safe from his presence.

Habang nasa sasakyan ay nasa labas lang ang tingin ko. Maraming nagtataasang building ang nadadaanan namin at magagarbo rin ang sasakyan. Parang sa pamumuhay nila rito ay walang napag-iiwanan at hindi basehan ang kayamanan para igalang, unlike sa Pilipinas. Wala kang boses doon dahil kapag kumanta ka kahit isang impormasyon lang tungkol sa nasa itaas ay siguradong wala ka ng bukas. Nakakatakot kaya lahat ay pinapangarap na manatili malayo sa magulong pamumuno sa bansang sinilangan ko.

It's not that I'm putting down the Philippines, but the reality is that it's incredibly difficult for people to live peacefully and receive fair judgment in the country where I was born. It's like, even if you're not related to them, people feel entitled to interfere with your life decisions as if they have a stake in it. Nakakasawang tumanggap ng mga panghuhusga sa iba kahit wala silang alam sa naging takbo ng buhay mo.

Sa ganoong paraan tumatakbo ang pilipinas. Hindi lang ang nasa taas ang toxic...

Pati narin ang mga mamamayan.

All the thoughts in my head vanished when I heard a heavy sigh from the person next to me. "Are you really not gonna talk to me?" I secretly rolled my eyes.

It's not that I don't want to talk to him, I just need to give my mind a little break from everything that's happening. I'll admit, I still haven't forgotten the brutal torture and killing of my parents. It's still... incredibly painful. And what's happening to me now? It weighs heavily on my heart.

Nakaalis nga 'ko sa lugar na pinag-gawan non, nandito parin naman sa utak ko ang bawat detalye ng pag patay sa kanila.

The people inside the mansion know how much I love my parents, how I obey all their orders without hesitation, how I pamper them, and how they make me feel their boundless love. I never had a close friend except for Adriana, and until now I still don't know if she is still alive. It is only from my parents that I felt all the emotions and care, so who are they to kill my parents?

Hindi... hindi ko parin matanggap.

Wala naman kaming ginawang masama. We just want to live peacefully, without power. I can't accept the fact that they were killed without a fight.

Isa lang ang maipapangako ko, I will not die until I get justice. I will make them all pay. It sounds bad, but I will punish them the same way they took away the lives of innocent people. I will do this until they wish they were never born.

"Masama ba 'kong tao kung sasabihin kong gusto kong gumanti sa mga taong pumatay sa magulang ko at idinamay ang mga inosenteng tao?" My emotions ate me up again.

Wala akong nakuhang sagot sa kanya kaya binalingan ko ito ng tingin at nakatitig pala sya. The emotions of our eyes screamed were vastly different. Mine were filled with pleading and sorrow, while his gaze hurled at me with violence, danger, anger, and threat. Parang kahit anong sabihin ko ay nakakapag-trigger sa anger issue nya.