10. Guilty

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It's Tuesday in Seoul ....the problem from before nights was supposedly solved between the friends group ....so they decided to meet in the cafeteria first thing in the morning .....

In jyp art school, as the juniors enter.... they gotta be doing training for a month with the interns of the final year , so the seniors of the group wanted to meet the danceracha members to discuss....

Everyone arrived at the table , except for Minho .... And they were waiting for him...but it's been almost 8:00 their classes start at 8:30 so chan started discussing as they thought probably hyunjin or Felix will explain it to Minho later whenever he arrives....

But jisung was feeling extremely anxious , bouncing his legs , biting his nails, yesterday was a lot to him .... the immediate attraction to Minho in the morning and his confession and then unfolding the dark past of himself to Minho ...everything happened in a day ...it was a lot for him to think .... Even though Minho said he forgave him by prettily smiling and shaking his hand with his own cute little hand , still ...still jisung feel like he made a bad impression in Minho's mind and even after hearing his past, Minho only forgave him for the sake of chan who kept pressuring Minho to settle things with jisung .... and somehow the thought of Minho hating him made him feel nausoeus , he don't want Minho to hate him , he wants him to be obsessed just like he is obssesed with Minho ......

It's almost 8:20 , so the group decided to leave the cafeteria and go to their classes and everyone started leaving but jisung didn't wanted to leave yet , not like this, not without talking or seeing Minho , may be apologise him another time , because all these thoughts in jisung's mind will not let him concentrate on his classes , so he decided to take hyunjin's help ....he quickly ran in hyunjin's direction and stopped him ...." Hyune! Where is Minho?" He asked breathlessly due to running...

Hyunjin and Felix looked at each other and they didn't answer him anything and jisung knew they were contemplating giving him an answer , because of his own  behaviour yesterday towards their best friend , maybe they don't trust him.... fair enough though...he would have done the same thing if he was in their place too... afterall Minho is a precious baby who don't deserve an weirdo like jisung .....he kept thinking by looking at them that he didn't registered the worried look on their faces rather than annoyed expressions once got out his thoughts he got worried by their lack of response ....

" Is he ok? Because it's his first day and very important one because today you guys will get your interns for training right? "

Hyujin sighed and replied " jisung , he is absolutely fine .... Do you have any work with him? "

Jisung averted his eyes from hyunjin , he couldn't look at him , guilt was eating him ..." I wanted to apologise to him.... one more time .... yesterday was a lot for me ....I was ....not in my right mind and I..... I wanted to talk to him about these , i needed things to leave my head before attending my classes so...." He can't complete the sentence he knows he can't , he knows he should talk to hyunjin too because he made him mad by his behaviour towards his friend , someone hyunjin cherised alot ...

Jisung met hyunjin in a party , he was a very famous influencer and they were not fond of each at the beginning but changbin was interested in him , so he didn't mind him attending some of his group hangouts but eventually one day hyunjin started dating of the his influencer friend's  and later changbin moved on from him ....he eventually stopped hanging out with 3racha , although they didn't have any bonding like with chan and changbin he still admired hyunjin for many things ....

When 3racha got to know that hyunjin was applied to JYP school, they all were very happy to have him back , and even without having a proper talk with him like he always wanted to ...jisung straight up disgusted hyunjin by being an asshole ....
He can't believe but thinking now both hyunjin and Minho  hate him ...

But hyunjin stilled looked at him worriedly rathey annoyingly ...he didn't liked that look...he wanted hyunjin to be mad at him ...but then hyunjin spoke ...

" Jisung , Minho is already in school , if you want to talk to him go meet him on the rooftop , for god's sake don't annoy him anymore" hyunjin walked away followed by Felix ....

Hyunjin's tone was harsh but his eyes were having a worried look, han got confused ,if Minho was already in the school why didn't he come to the cafeteria and why hyunjin hasn't mentioned to chan rather he said " i don't know may be he missed his bus".....
jisung skipped his class and went to the rooftop , they have a juniors-intern programme in an hour , so he have plenty of time to apologise Minho ....

As he opened the door for the rooftop his breathe hitched , how can this guy become more beautiful than previous time , and the whole world is blaming him for being whipped when the guy infront of him looks like a dream ....

Minho is sitting on a bench and looking into the sky , gently closing his eyes , as jisung moved closer Minho's cheeks had dried tears ....by the sound of approaching footsteps Minho gently opened his eyes and looked into jisung's eyes ....

Minho's face was glowing with the sunlight and his eyes were big and glowing like stars and.... maybe he stared alot that Minho started blinking  cutely ....jisung opened his mouth to speak but more tears started coming from minho's big eyes ...he started panicking , maybe Minho was crying because of him , may be it was his fault ....he gently sat in the bench a little apart from minho and checked for any signs of discomfort in Minho's face but he found nothing ...the only thing he found was pain , Minho looked very tired and his red rimmed eyes made jisung think about how long has he been crying? ...

Jisung gave a napkin of him to Minho , and Minho took it and gently wiped his tears by softly sniffing ...." What happened?" Asked jisung but Minho looked away as he didn't't want to answer him .... But jisung didn't gave up ...

"If it's because of my behaviour yesterday, I actually came here to apologise again, please forgive me , I promise I will never bother you ...i-"

Minho stood up abruptly and jisung panicked when Minho took his bag and moving towards the exit he started following and stopped Minho ....

"Minho, please I beg you ... I will leave this school if you are uncomfortable seeing me everyday .... but please don't cry , even though you look super adorable while crying ...shit...sorry forget I have said that , please don't cry " jisung said with a worried tone ...

Even though Minho was crying he smiled softly and said " hyung, no ...Its not because of  you , you are not the reason , I already forgave you yesterday right?" Minho wiped his tears once again ....

" Then....Why were you crying?" Jisung asked .

" It a long story ...." Minho said by looking away ...

" I have lots of time" jisung replied , he wanted to know everything about Minho ...so he can skip the class ...

Minho chuckled softly and said" ok let's sit and talk?"

Han nodded and both sat on the bench comfortably and Minho started speaking ......









Hey guys ! It's been a long time , guess who's mental health got worse ? Mine 🥲....it's a very long chapter ...have patience and read ...if guys are more into short chapters please comment so I can make short chapters .... And may be I will be updating another chapter today ....bye ....🌸

A cute Minho pic....

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