the one week break that ua gave to todoroki to mourn for the loss of his lover had finally came to an end. it was another day, and another day for him to beat himself up. he was now currently seating at his usual seat, not speaking to anybody, he was shutting himself out of everyone. when he met y/n, he became more interactive and his social skills improved, yet what was the use of it now if he can't talk to her. for him, it was no use anymore.
"todoroki how are you doing?" midoriya asked as he approached tooroki who was starring blankly at their deceased friend. his expression was all blank, yet todoroki's eyes was filled with longing, anger and sorrow. midoriya couldn't help but purse his lips, he was worried for his dear friend.
"oh! todoroki, are you alright now?" uraraka says as she approached them. noticing their silence, she also found herself looking at the empty seat in their class. the small smile she had in her lips suddenly faltered.
"that isn't important now" was what todoroki replied to his classmates as he stood up grabbing his bag slinging it on his shoulders ready to leave when midoriya suddenly grabbed a hold of his wrist.
"you're leaving?" the freckled boy asked with concern lingering in his voice, uraraka only starred at the two of them not knowing what to do.
"what's it to you, this is none of your business. leave me alone" todoroki hissed in frustration. quickly he retrieved his hand harshly from midoriya's grip as he left the class. most of his classmates noticed him storming out which left concern looks on their faces.
"y/n's death really affected him much more than i have expected..." yaoyorozu says beside tsuyu as she pursed her lips.
"you can see just how much todoroki loves y/n when she was alive, he loves her so much which is why he's having a hard time right now ribbit."
"though all of us are having a hard time accepting y/n's death since she was a great friend to everyone, even bakugo. it's just a lot harder for todoroki since their bond was much deeper than ours ribbit"
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todoroki found himself facing the cold waters of the sea, with his shoes on the sand. the he remembered how much you loved hearing the sound of waves, where you would listen to the music of waves splashing from your phone whenever you're having trouble sleeping. seating down on the warm sand as he took out a paper and pen.
it's been like a week i guess? i don't know, i lost count already since i was locking myself in my room mourning for you my love. i only know it's been a week since fuyumi told me that the break ua gave me to mourn was already over and i have to get back to class. as soon as i entered the room the first thing i noticed was your empty seat in class. before you were the first person who would greet me a good morning whenever i enter the class, you were always early just to greet everyone when they enter. that was so sweet of you actually, i never even got the chance to tell you how much i appreciate those small gestures you've done. i miss you so much love, it's really hard for me to take in your death. i currently fled from the classroom, and somehow found myself in the beach knowing that you always come here to clear your mind, guess i did the same. i love you so much love, i love you so much it hurts.
- shoto<3
note: i remember you find this heart cute.
