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It's Thursday and I'm up at 3am. Why? you may ask. Well it's funny that you should ask that. The thing is I never went to sleep last night. I've kinda been up the whole night re-blogging pictures of Ashton Irwin on Tumblr. 

Oops.

The best part is I have to go to work today at 8:30 and babysit 5 kids. I'm so not gonna be able to last but thank god for coffee. 

But do you know what else we thank god for? Concert tickets in mosh and meet and greets for 5SOS that your parents get you for your 16th birthday.

I'm meeting the loves of my life in less than a week and I'm freaking out. I cried two days ago when my countdown app sent me a reminder. 

I see the boys in 3 days 20 hours 47 minutes and 23 seconds with my best friends Paige, Claire, and Dani.

We're leaving my house at 6am. The concert starts at 6:30pm. Whatever.

Tomorrow afternoon the boys are flying into JFK Airport in Manhattan at 3:00 in the afternoon and because I get out of work at 2, I've got to speed to grab my Dani, Claire, and Paige then race to the airport to try and meet the guys.

The sad thing is that when I meet Ash and tell him that he saved my life, I'll remember what he did for me for the next 10 years but he'll only remember for the next 10 minutes and then forget who I am...

Hey so that was a little taste of the book. I know I have deleted and rewritten "Why Me?" so many times no one can keep track, but I promise that won't happen with this book. I'm going to be on a schedule and update every Friday if it kills me. And if it does then I'm sorry.

I love you all. You're beautiful and amazing.

-Annie

P.S. I'll try to make the chapters longer <3