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I walk out of the airport completely dazed.

Ashton Irwin took a picture with me and winked at me.

I am currently focusing on breathing in and out and not passing out.

I get out of the airport and collapse against the wall. Claire seems to be in the same mode I am, as she stands in front of me. She starts staring at me.

"Di-did Ash? Did he wink at you?" She asks, her face completely blank of emotion.

"And asked for a selfie." I replied, looking up at her trying to keep my mental stability.

"Ok. Am I the only one freaking out right now!?"Paige yelled, trying to span us out of our mood.

"Don't worry I 'm freaking out too," I told her, "I'm just trying to remember how to breathe."

"Hey guys so we're all kinda fucking out right now 'cause Ashton ASKED TO TAKE A SELFIE WITH LILAH AND FUCKING WINKED AT HER! WHO FUCKING DOES THAT?!" Dani says to her vlogging camera

"Ash does apparently," Paige says, "I don't know if he wants us to lose our fucking minds but that's just the way it kinda worked out."

"Why is it that the boys want to kill us all?" Claire asked calmly, "I mean what did we ever do to them?"

"I don't know." Dani responded, vlogging camera still going.

"All we ever did was love them." I said quietly.

"Ok Lilah, calm down, I don't think Ashton purposely wanted to fuck with your mind," Dani said, laughing at how ridiculous I was acting, "So we're gonna go back to Delilah's house to get ready for the concert which is at 6 and 'cause we're in the mosh we've gotta get there..." Dani pauses to check her phone for the time, "In like 2 hours." Dani finished making a face at the camera that pretty much said 'Wish us luck.'

She was right though. It would take us about a half hour to get back to my house, another hour to get ready then an hour to get ready with these girls, then another 45 minutes to an hour depending on traffic so we're really cutting it for time.

"Alright let's go so we can try and make this ridiculous schedules we've made for ourselves." I told the girls hoping to hurry them as much as I could, which of course failed.

I was hurrying back to my car with the keys and Dani, Paige, and Claire were kind of just meandering along. Once I reached my car I jumped in, started it and drove over to the girls in order to speed things up.

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"Alright, hey everyone! We're currently waiting in line for the mosh and we've made some friends! " Dani said to her camera, as she turned the lens towards us and the people we met waiting in line. While everyone else waves, I flip Dani and her camera off and she smacks my hand down out of the frame.

"Ignore her, she's crabby we got here late." Dani explains and turns the camera back on herself.

"YUP!" I replied being sarcastically happy.

"Well to be honest we're not that far back from the entrance." Paige said.

She was right we were pretty close. Counting back groups of friend fangirl group things we were like 2 group things back.

Suddenly I hear screams and as I turn around I see a black van speeding past and then a bunch of girls running after the car and screaming.

Before I could say anything the door for the mosh entrance opens and everyone sitting in line, jumps up, grabs their stuff and starts running for the door.

'Ok, let's do this.' I said to myself as I push my way through girls, feeling Paige cling on to my hand preventing her from getting lost in the sea of fangirls. Before I even look back I know that the four of us have made what we like to call, "a mosh chain".

You see this wasn't our first time in the mosh but it was our first time staying together in the mosh. The last time we got mosh tickets Claire and Dani ran ahead and Paige got lost in the back. She was so scared she called me 15 times, and when I didn't pick up she hid in the bathroom and cried until the concert ended. 

So we've created the mosh chain. We pretty much just hold hands until we get inside.

I got distracted with my phone and when I looked up, I realized we were front and center of the mosh and as I scanned the stage I see a blonde quiff walk by the opening backstage, stops at the opening, peeks out, sees me looking at him, and waves slightly.

Luke fucking Hemmings just fucking waved at me.

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hey guys!

so.. early update!!

I'm going on vacation so I decided I wanted to be earlier then later.

Also I don't think I explained this very well but I thought I'd let you know that updates are every OTHER friday.

Just letting you know.

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