The love of my life||Chris Sturniolo ff

Eight

Hannah Pov:
The next day I woke up feeling terrible. I looked at my phone and saw that Chris,Matt,Nick and Nathan had texted me.

---𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬---
𝐍𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐝𝐞𝐨𝐧💗
𝐌𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐲𝐩𝐨𝐨🫶🏼
𝐂𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐳𝐳𝐥𝐞𝐫💗
𝐍𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐧🐓

𝐍𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐝𝐞𝐨𝐧💗:hey what's up?
Why did you got to go home?

𝐍𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐝𝐞𝐨𝐧💗:I heard what's going
on are you okay? Call me if u need anything🫶🏼

𝐇𝐚𝐦💗:sorry I din't reply yesterday,
I'm obv not okay but see you at school

𝐍𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐝𝐞𝐨𝐧💗:it's okay I get it
and school? Huh? Stay at home

𝐇𝐚𝐦💗:principal said I have to go
cause of the school stystem

𝐍𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐝𝐞𝐧💗:wtf well then cya

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𝐌𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐲𝐩𝐨𝐨🫶🏼:I'm sorry
for your loss🕊text me if you want and
need anyting I'm there for u🫶🏼

𝐇𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐢🫶🏼:thanks Matt and I will,
see you at school,principal told me
I had to come because of the school
Sytsem

𝐌𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐲𝐩𝐨𝐨🫶🏼:wtf well then
see you later

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𝐂𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐳𝐳𝐥𝐞𝐫💗:I'm sorry for your loss🕊

𝐂𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐳𝐳𝐥𝐞𝐫💗:call me if u want

𝐂𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐳𝐳𝐥𝐞𝐫💗:You want me to
come to you?only of u wanr ofc

𝐇𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚𝐡 𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐚💗:
sorry I didn't answered yesterday.
But thank u and I 'll see u at schoom

𝐂𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐳𝐳𝐥𝐞𝐫💗:huh??
And it's alright figured u might
not be on the phone after what
happened💗

𝐇𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚𝐡 𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐚💗:
principal said I had to come because
the school sytsem said so idk

𝐂𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐳𝐳𝐥𝐞𝐫💗:alr see you later

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𝐍𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐧🐓:sorry for ur loss🕊if you need anything text me I'm there 4 u

𝐇𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚𝐡𝐡𝐡🐓:thank u actually
I will se u at school principal
said I need tocome
because of the school sytsem idk

𝐍𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐧🐓:wtf alr cya

---𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐞𝐧𝐝---

I got up and put on some clothes. And put my hair in a messy bun. Today I didn't put on some makeup. I got downstairs and walked out of the house as the boys already stood there. But this time they all stood outside of the car. "I'm so sorry" Nick said as he hugged me. I just hugged him back. Then Matt hugged me and then Chris. "I'm so sorry for your loss" he whispered to me. I just held on him tight. We then got all in the car and drove to school in silence,again with Billie Eilish music in the background.
We for to school and walk to our classes. I have maths again with Chris so we both walk to our room and get in there. We sat down and talk a bit rill the teacher walks in. The lesson was just a big blur. I just say there trying not to cry. Chris always had his arm around me and sometimes stroked my back when he noticed that I'm about to cry.

At lunch the five of us,being Matt,Nick,Chris,Nathan and I,sat at a random table and just talked a bit. Chris sat next to me and again had his arm on my shoulder. "Our teacher told us what happened so if anyone will say something don't be surprised" Nick said as I nodded. "Oh no" I heard Matt say as he looked behind me. I turned around. Layla. "And I was right,she's dead" Layla said as she started laughing. I immediately started crying like what else do you think I'm gonna do? "Okay Layla that's enough are you insane? Imagine your sister would've died and the next day at school someone makes fun of it. Do you not have fucking feelings?" Chris said mad. He pulls me up and kinda pulls me away into a quieter place. "I'm so sorry" he said as he hugged me. "She's crazy" he said as he stroke my back and tried to calm me down. I just cry and cry while gasping for air and holding tight on Chris. "It's okay,breathe with me" Chris said.

After a while I calmed down again and Chris still just held me in his arms. "You need to tell the principal what happened"Chris said. I nodded. "Alright and now we go back in there and slap Layla in her face" Chris said as he pulled away from our hug. I laughed a bit. "We can't hit her" I said. "Oh I know,just wanted to make you smile" Chris said as he smiled at me. I laugh again. Then we walked back to the table to Matt,Nick and Nathan. "Layla walked away pissed" Nick said. "We think she's jealous of you because you're friends with Chris and I think she thinks you guys are together so she's actually jealous of you being together,which you guys are not but you get it" Nathan said. "That's insane and for that she says stuff like that?crazy"Chris said as I agreed with him. "Are you okay?" Nick asked me as I nodded. We just carried and waited till the next lesson started.
After school the boys dropped me off and I walked in my house. "I'm home" I said as I walked into the house. "Hi" my mom said. "How was school?" She asked. "Okay" I replied and my mom nodded. "Hannah?" She asked. I turned to her"yeah?" "The funeral is in three days" she said and I slowly nodded. "When is dinner ready?" I asked. "We order today,I don't have motivation to cook,what should we order?" My mom asked. "Pizza" I replied since this is my favourite food. "Alright what do you want ?" She asked.l "as always pepperoni pizza" I replied and smiled shortly. "Alright I'll order pizza now" My mom said and walked into the living room to my dad.
I walked upstairs and just laid in my bed while thinking of my sister. It's not fair,she was way to young. She was 11. Eleven is no age to die. I miss her so much. And tomorrow is my birthday,my first birthday without her. I don't think I can handle that.

After a while my mom said that the pizza's where there so I got downstairs and we eat together. Then I walked back in my room and decided to text Chris and ask if he and his brothers want to hang out.

---𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬---

𝐇𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚𝐡 𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐚💗:you and ur brotherd wanna hanh out?

𝐂𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐳𝐳𝐥𝐞𝐫💗:sure,we'll pick u
up in 10 minutes

𝐇𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚𝐡 𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐚💗:alr cya

---𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐞𝐧𝐝---

I got up and walked down and told my parents that I'm hanging out with Chris,Matt and Nick.
Then I walked out of the house and Chris,Matt and Nick already stood their with their car,well they sat in the car.
I get in the back and greet them. "Hey" I said. "Hey" Nick said hugging me shortly. We drove to a random parking lot and just sat there and talked for a bit.
It actually got very late so I guess happy birthday to me? Oh and it's Friday,well now Saturday so we don't have school today.
"Oh my god it's your birthday Hannah,Happy Birthday" Chris said as he looked on his phone. "Happy birthday" Nick said,again hugging me. "Happy birthday" Matt also said. "I would hug u right now but were in the car and it's kinda complicated" he added. I laughed. "Thank you guys" I replied. "It's not complicated,look" Chris said as he suddenly jumped up and jumped in the back now sitting between Nick and I. "Told ya" He said as he hugged me. "Well I'm not crazy and jump in the back but alright" Matt said as Nick started laughing.
Chris sat back in his spot and we all just talked again. But at some point all of us got home and I laid in bed and fell asleep.