The love of my life||Chris Sturniolo ff

Eleven

Hannah Pov:
The next day I woke up and noticed I was laying in someone's bed,in Chris's bed. I got up and saw that it's almost time to go to school,we got like 20 minutes till we have to be there. "Chris get up,get up we have to get ready for school" I said as I noticed Chris fully sleeping next to me. He jumps up as he throws me some of his clothes and tells me to put them on. I ran into the bathroom and put them on. It's a t-shirt and some sweatpants. I put my hair in a bun and run out if the bathroom. "I need to get my stuff. omg we forgot to wake Nick and Matt" I said as I ran into Nick's and then Matt's room. I woke them up and they were also getting up pretty fast. I decided to run home,get my stuff and then wait for the boys to pick me up in their car. And so I ran home,quickly packed my back and ran back outside to see the boys already driving towards me. I get in the car and we drive to school. "Omg we did it" I said as we got out of the car and walked in as if this was a normal morning. We walked to our class. I had chemistry. I just sat there but not really paid attention. My head was full with Chris. HUH? Yeah that was my exact reaction as I noticed that I was thinking about Chris. Well I thought about Chris always like he's a nice friend and stuff like that but now I was thinking that I actually could like him. Like do I like like him? Are they all right? I mean he is definitely my type,look wise but still. I mean I could imagine him being a good boyfriend. Alright I need to stop thinking about that omg.

At lunch I still just sat there and looked at Chris. I think I-"Hannah hello?" I heard a voice interrupt my thought. "Huh? What?" I asked. "I was asking if something is going on? You've been quiet for about 10 minutes which is weird" Nick asks me. "I'm good" I said as he just gave me a look like 'you sure?' and then he nodded.
Then I actually tried to talk with them and I finally got my mind of Chris,well a bit cause I was talking to him the whole time.
Then we had our last lessons and finally could go home.
"Hey mom I'm home" I yelled as I got home. "Alright,I'm in the kitchen" I heard my mom reply. I walked into the kitchen and saw my mom cooking. "What r u cooking?" I ask. "Oh just some chicken with noddles" my mom replied. I nodded. "Are you hungry?" Mh mom asks I shake my head "no" I replied as I walked into my room. I went straight to bed and eventually fell asleep.

The next day I woke up and just laid in my bed for a while. Maybe they were right. Maybe I do like Chris. But maybe I'm just thinking that now because everyone is saying it. I need to clear my head. I'm going to the beach today. I get up and grab a random bikini. Good thing is that today school starts at 11 well at least for me. My first three classes are cancelled. So I get up and put the bikini on and throw some clothes over them. Then I go downstairs and tell my mom where I'm heading to. Why is she awake tho it's like 6 am?

!!TW:RAPE!!

I get to the beach and take of my clothes so I'm just in my bikini. I get into the water and swim around for a bit. I notice a guy. He walks around me for like 10 minutes now. Like he's on distance but he's slowly getting closer and closer. I get uncomfortable so I get dry and put on my clothes over my bikini. "Hey" he said. He was like 50 so I was a bit confused but didn't thought much of it. "Hey?" I said confused. "You look really good" he said. Oh- "uhm thanks?" I reply and start walking away. "Where are you going?" He asks. "Don't worry about it" I replied and walked even faster. One time I'm going out alone and then this happens and literally nobody else is here. "Wait" the guy said grabbing my arm rough. "Let go of me" I said. "What? Can't you do anything fun?" The guy said as he slowly started touching my body. I felt disgusting. I felt tears forming in my eyes while I just tried to get out of his grip. "Let go" I said louder while tears start to fall. "Oh we both know you want that" the guy said pulling me closer to him so I could fell him getting hard. "Let go,please" I said crying. He touched my breast and started to unbuckle his pants. I try everything and start to kick my feet as he pushes me in some bush. "Please let go.please" I said fully crying. He pulled my pants down. I felt the colder breeze on my body and I felt his body rubbing on mine. "Help" I screamed as the guy puts his hands in my mouth. I just cry and cry. He  get's inside of me and starts pushing in me. "Get the fuck away from her" I heard a woman yell. The guy was shocked and pulled himself out of me as he ran away. I just laid there,couldn't move my body and just cried. "Omg I'm so sorry,are you okay?" The woman asked as she kneed down next to me and held me in her arms. She was like 40 years old. "Let's get you out of here" she said calm as she helped me getting up. "Oh honey it's okay. He's gone" she said as she hugged me again. "Breathe with me okay?" She asked and I tried and after a few times it actually worked and I didn't cry anymore. "Do you want me to bring you home?" She asked me. I nodded. "It's not your fault that,that happened" she said softly as we started walking. "I know" I said with a crying voice. "Where do you live?" She asked me and I told her. After a while we got to my house and the woman rang the doorbell. My mom opened the door,as she saw me she immediately walked to me and just hugged me. "there was a guy he-he raped me mom" I said while I cried again. "Thank you for bringing her home" my mom said to the woman as she just stroke my back and tried to calm me down. "Of course" the woman said. "I hope you get better again,was nice to meet you" she said to me and I smiled at her shortly. "Thank you for saving me" I said to her. "Oh you don't need to thank me for that,of course I helped you" she said and smiled. "Would you like to come in the house?" My mom asked the woman. "Oh no I'm sorry I gotta go,I'm meeting my daughter in 30 minutes"she said and smiled at my mom. My mom nodded. The woman leaves and my mom helps me getting in the house where I just lay on the couch. "I'm not letting you go to school today" my mom said as she called the school to tell them I'm not coming today.
Then my mom just held me in her arms while we watched some movies. At some point I just wanted to be alone and got in my room. "You sure you're gonna be okay?" My mom asks me as I nodded. I just walked upstairs and she is already worried. But I'm still thankful for her. I take a loonng shower trying to wash of his touch,but it won't work. I cry and cry under the shower.
After I'm out of the shower,felling a little bit better,I just scrolled on TikTok and tried to think of everything but what happened. Then I saw that Chris is calling me. I obviously picked up.

Chris:hey where were you today? Are you okay?

Hannah:no I-*voice breaks*

Chris:Hannah what happened?

Hannah: I can't tell you it's to much right now *starts crying*

Chris: I'm coming to you right now you are definitely not okay

Hannah:okay

*hangs up*

Then I just continue to scroll on TikTok till I hear my mom opening the door. I hear footsteps and then my door opens. "Hannah" Chris said as he looked at me. He closed the door and walks to me. I tense up although I know he won't do anything to me. "Did I do something?" Chris asked worried. "No" I replied. "Can I touch you or not?" Chris asks softly. "You can touch me" I reply after a moment of silence. He nodded and lays onto my bed. He slowly pulls me into his arms as I just let him do it. I trust him. Chris just holds me and I literally just start crying-
"Shh it's okay" Chris said calming me down. "He-he touched me" I said under tears that I'm surprised that Chris understood what I said. "Who touched you?" He asks softly. "A guy I-I just went to uhm the beach and there- there was this uhm guy and he-he touched me and-" I stuttered as my voice breaks. "It's okay take your time" Chris says as he strokes my back. I just sit there for a while and say nothing. "He raped me" I said. "What?" Chris asked shocked. "Don't make me say it again" I said cause it was already hard even telling him. "I-I won't. Are you okay? I mean no but do you need anything?" Chris asked worried. "I'm okay. I don't need anything I'm just glad that your here and that this woman saved me from getting raped for hours" I said. "What woman?" Chris said."there was a woman ,she probably heard me scream for help and then just yelled to the guy till he was gone,then she also brought me home" I explained. "I'm so sorry that this happened to you" Chris said as I saw him tearing up. "chris oh no it's okay" I said as tears started to roll down his face. "I just feel so bad"he said. "I know but it's okay" I replied and whipped his tears away. "It's not. What's wrong with this guy?" He said. "I don't know" I replied. "I'm so sorry" Chris said as he pulled me in a tight hug. I just melted into his arms.
It was already like 7 pm so I was getting hungry. My mom yelled my name. "Yeah?" I replied as I sat up from Chris's arms. "Are you hungry?and does Chris want to eat with us?" My mom asks. I look at Chris and he nods. "Yeah I am and he wants to eat with us" I reply. "The come downstairs dinner's ready" she yells. "Coming" I yell back. Chris and I both walk downstairs and see pizza. My favourite food ahh. We sit down and my dad also comes home. "Hey dad" I said as he greeted us. He sat down and we all started eating as my dad told us about his day at work. Then Chris told us something about what happened at school. "And what was happening to you today?" My dad suddenly asked me. Chris and my mom went quiet. "Ih was I not supposed to ask that?" My dad asked confused and worried. "It's okay" I reply. "I uhm I don't know how to tell you that" I said as I start tearing up. I look to Chris. "Tell him" I said. "U sure?" He asks as I nod. "Uhm she went to the beach and then there was this guy. She got raped" Chris said softly."omg Hannah,I'm so sorry. What is going on lately" my dad said as he hugs me. "Let's not talk about that anymore please" I said as they all nodded and started talking about something else.
After dinner Chris has to leave so I said goodbye to him and went to sleep.

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I'm sorry Idk what always happens that my story turns out that way.