You know, I was talking to my mom the other day about not wanting to listen to people.
Like how everyone is so distracted by things they don't need to be, and they are just trying to distract everyone else.
She said I was "JUST like her" and am "more down to earth" and "just have a lot of empathy"
If praying to god that he doesn't have to wake me up the next morning is "being empathetic" then I guess I must have a lot of it.
Empathy level: 10%
If being in the car at night and hoping the next minute I won't be able to feel anything is "being empathetic" then I guess I have empathy.
Empathy level: 20%
If crossing the street and not looking both ways just because I want to forget everything that I've been thinking about is "being empathetic" then i must be lucky.
Empathy level: 30%
If being scared of being in a relationship and having a family because I'm scared I can't give them what they want. Because I can't find my feelings towards me or other people is "being empathetic" I don't even know anymore
Empathy level: 40%
If "making jokes" about killing myself, just for people to not realize IM NOT KIDDING is "being empathetic" jokes on you, I guess I am.
Empathy level: 50%
If spending hours at a time in my room just so my parents know what it feels like for me not to be there is "being empathetic" maybe I should stay in there longer.
Empathy level: 60%
If not laughing at my parents jokes and them getting mad at me, saying that I'm not as fun as I used to be, is "being empathetic" I must be a comedian.
Empathy level: 70%
If having bad grades in school because I am so desperately hoping that I won't be there the next day is "being empathetic" then I'm very empathetic.
Empathy level: 80%
If typing this because this is the only way I can let go of the words I'm holding onto is "being empathic" then I guess I'll type more.
Empathy level:90%
I know my empathy levels aren't all there. And I know people don't understand my point of view, because half of that didn't describe empathy.
But whatever you think right.
Empathy level: 100%
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