Chapter 15: Revisiting the Relationship

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The apartment was too quiet. After leaving Aaron at the café, Matt had come home, dropped his keys on the counter, and sat in the dark. He hadn't even bothered to turn on the lights. The silence pressed in, thick and suffocating, as if the walls themselves were listening for what he'd do next.

Aaron's voice still rang in his ears: She makes you doubt yourself until you can't see straight.

Matt pressed his palms against his face, dragging them down slowly, as if he could smear away the memories clinging there. He wanted to feel relief—after all, he finally had confirmation. Claire hadn't just lied to him; she'd used him, just as she had used Aaron. But instead of relief, all he felt was a raw ache and a gnawing question he couldn't shake:

How had he let it happen?

The Beginning

He leaned back on the couch, staring at the ceiling, and let his mind slip into the past. At first, there had been nothing sinister. She had walked into his life like sunlight breaking through after a long storm. He could still see her smile from their first date—effortless, dazzling, as though she had plucked it from a movie script designed to disarm him.

They'd sat across from each other at a small Italian place downtown, and he'd thought: This is it. This is what it feels like when things finally click.

Conversations had flowed like they'd known each other for years. She had asked about his childhood, about his favorite books, even teased him for the way he gestured too much when he was excited. When she laughed, it felt like being chosen.

He could still remember walking home that night, replaying every detail, certain he'd stumbled into something rare.

Now, that memory tasted bitter.

Had she been studying him even then—cataloguing his gestures, his insecurities, his eagerness to please?

The Early Cracks

The first fracture came weeks later. She disappeared for nearly three days—no texts, no calls, no explanations. Matt remembered pacing his apartment, staring at his phone, crafting and deleting messages until finally sending a timid, Are you okay?

When she reappeared, breezy and unapologetic, she called him "too sensitive," as if his worry was an inconvenience rather than concern.

At the time, he'd swallowed it. He told himself it was early days, that maybe he was overreacting. But now, with Aaron's words echoing in his head, he saw it differently. It hadn't been a misunderstanding—it had been the first test. She wanted to see how much she could get away with, how far she could push before he pushed back.

And he hadn't pushed back at all.

Isolation

Matt shifted forward on the couch, elbows on his knees, staring at the floor as another memory surfaced.

It was the night of Nick's party. He'd introduced Claire to his closest friends, eager for them to see what he saw in her. At first, she'd been charming, slipping into conversations with that magnetic ease she carried like perfume. But the moment his attention drifted, her smile had vanished. By the end of the night, she had yanked him aside, eyes flashing with anger.

"You ignored me," she'd accused.

He'd apologized, bewildered. He hadn't ignored her—he'd just spent a few minutes catching up with friends he hadn't seen in months. But she hadn't wanted explanations. She'd left early, leaving him embarrassed, torn between his friends and the fear of losing her.

Not long after, she began to needle at those friendships. Subtle digs at first—"Your friends don't really get you"—then sharper jabs, until he found himself declining invites, staying home with her instead.

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