Freen woke up, becky, she sat up realising she had gone.
No, baby come back please come back, freen sobbed
I've lost u again, this can't be happening again.
Freen layed there stroking her stomach.
Just me and you then my little ones, as freen knew she was expecting twins.
Maybe one day mummy will be back with us but in the mean time it's just us again, I hope that's okay with you two in there.
Freen felt the babies kick, laughing for the first time, oh so you're okay with that then.
I miss her so much.
Freen layed back down and held beckys pillow in her arms smelling her scent, breathing it all in, I miss u baby.
Tears started falling non stop again as freen lay heartbroken on the bed.
Why,we were so happy just for a little while I just wanted forever.
She took her phone and looked at the picture of her and becky and sobbed her heart out,ill always love u.
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Your so god damn beautiful my angel.
I love you so much, I really hope this isn't the end of us.
Freen helled the pillow tight in her arms and cryed herself to sleep.
She dreamed of becky again but she drifted away this time, freen ran after her but it was no good instead she was holding her twins in her arms all alone and felling overwhelmed while holding them for the first time.
It felt like just them but in walks becky with a wide smile on her face as they held each other and the the four of them felt like they were home.
But then freen was woken up by a noise outside.
Just kids played with balls, she lay down again and sighed, can't wait for that dream to come true and with that she drifted of back to sleep.
