As sweet as honey // Chanin Fan fiction

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As Jeongin woke up this morning he felt a sudden urge to cuddle someone. So he slowly stood up from his bed and putting on an big oversized light pink sweater. He only wears them when he's at home or just not in school, loving that color he had a bunch of light pink and also light purple and baby blue tops.

Slowly walking out of his room, still a little sleepy, he searched for his mum. He wanted to be cuddled so badly this moment. But he couldn't find her in the whole apartment. Jeongin got back to his room unplugged his phone from the charger.

Looking at the screen he saw that he got some massages from his mum.

엄마♥️

If I'm not home I'm trying

to bring your dad back home

so please eat something

and don't be worried

I'll be home soon

XO mum

The boy groaned as he read the messages, in his opinion his father could never come back, but his mum loved him, so he would try to endure him.

He sat down on the side of his bed, staring into nothing and trying to figure out what he should do. After a while his best friend Felix came up to his mind, he loved cuddling and he could give really good advices, so he would probably be the best to be with at the moment.

Pulling out his phone again he called Felix.

"Hey Innie"

"Hey"

"Is everything okey, why are you calling?"

"Can you come over?" He tried to say it as casual as possible.

"Of course! I'll be there soon" he shouted exited, cause the last months the younger barely wanted to do something with the others in his free time. So Felix was happy that he at least asked him.

Jeongin hung up, walking to his wardrobe again and pulling out his favorite pants. They were white baggy jeans, Felix gave them to him on his 15th birthday.

He put them on and made his way into the kitchen to eat something, even if he wasn't hungry. Fast he shoved some muesli into his mouth, trying not to throw up. After he was done he hurried into the bathroom to brush his teeth.

As he was halfway done the door bell rang. He walked to the entrance door and opened it, still with his toothbrush between his teeth and a smiling Felix in front of him.

The older immediately hugged the younger as he stormed into the apartment. "Innie!"

Jeongin was surprised by the sudden body contact, but it pleased his need for hugs so he just hugged the older back, not wanting to let go.

After both pulled away they walked into the living room, sitting down on the couch and starting to talk a bit. As Jeongin got more comfortable he mentioned his eating disorder and the thing with San.

The older silently listened to Jeongin, trying to process what he told him.

Done talking the younger looked at Felix, tempting to assign the emotion that was on Felix's face. It was something between shock and pity.

"Mh..." the older looked at the younger, attempting to find words that describe what he thought, but he failed.

"That's shit, he's shit" that was pretty much all he could say

Silence

"And... have you tried to get professional help, I mean with your eating problem?"

Jeongin shakes his head, he didn't wanted to get professional help, he already had enough to deal with. And sitting around with a psychologist once a week, wasting valuable time because it probably wouldn't help anyway. ( That's not true and if you have problems with food or you know that you have a eating disorder please get professional help and don't risk your health)

"Have you told your mother?" Jeongin nodded.

"And now?" Felix looked at the younger, to be honest he was thinking that, but he spoke it out loud.

"That's what I wanted to ask you" both looked at each other, not knowing what to do.

It was silent until Felix spoke up again and tied to find a solution, but everything they got was that he needed professional help. But Jeongin refused, he said he didn't needed someone who just listened to him and then says stupid thinks that he already knew.

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As Felix entered the hours of his parents, walking through the house, his father walked up to him. "Yongbok-ah, a boy was here to see you, he said his name was Changbin" the man adjusted his glasses, trying not to let the laundry basket he held, dropping on the ground "I said that you would be back soon and said that he could wait in your room"

Felix nodded exited, running upstairs to his room. He burst the door open just to see Changbin laying on his bed, staring at the sealing. As the older heard the door open he lifted his head to look who it was. 

But before he could see who it was, Felix was already letting himself fall into Changbin, cuddling up to him very tight. The older looked down to Felix who had buried his face in the older's stomach. Changbin chuckled at the sight, he loved it when Felix was clingy and wanted to cuddle him.

"Lixie, where have you been?" Changbin asked, brushing over Felix's hair with his hand.

"Innie, he wanted to talk to me" the younger remembered that Jeongin told him he shouldn't tell nobody about his problems, but Felix had to, he wanted to tell Changbin, he couldn't deal with it alone. And he wanted that Changbin told Chan so that the oldest could talk with him. Felix immediately knew when he saw Jeongin blushing when he talked to Chan that he had a Crush on him. So maybe the oldest could be help.

"Is something wrong?" The older caressed Felix's cheek, wanting the younger to look at him. And Felix did so, he looked up at the older wanting to tell him so bad.

"He has a eating disorder and he asked me for advice, I said he should get professional help, but he refused." the younger got up on his knees, crawling a little bit up so he could rest his face in Changbin's chest, he loved that so much.

Before laying down he pecked the older, wanting that Changbin said yes to his following question.

"Could you tell Chan Hyung?" Changbin looked at Felix, not knowing why he should.

"Why?"

"Cause Innie likes him, very much, and maybe he could get him to get professional help." Felix gave him his best puppy eyes, and another kiss on the lips. 

"Yeah yeah, but not now" Changbin put his arms around the younger's body, pulling him up so they faced each other. He pecked Felix's cheeks and nose, loving how he started to giggle and blush.

He sat up against the headboard and pulled the younger even closer, looking him in the eyes.

Felix lay his arms around the older's shoulders and smiled at him, thinking that Changbin was so cute right now. Leaning a bit forward he gave him a little kiss.

Changbin wrapped his arms around the younger's torso, pulling him closer and responding the kiss. Their mouths moved in sync as the kiss got deeper, full of love and more love. 

The older stopped the kiss, looking the younger in the eyes, smiling at how cute he was.

"Lixie? Can I ask you something?" Felix nodded, wanting to know what the older had to say.

"You know, I've liked you for a while now and I eh... I" Felix giggled, finding it adorable how nervous Changbin was. "And... I wanted to ask you if you ehm..." he looked everywhere but Felix, too nervous to look him in the eyes. "If... you want to be my boyfriend?"

Felix smiled, lifting his hand up to the older's chin, so he had to look at him. He nodded, smiling and giving the older one kiss again. Loving that he now had a boyfriend. And Changbin was more happy that Felix said yes.