Farewell my love...(Damirae one shots)

#11:Nightmares while being awake...

'Useless!'.'She shouldn't be alive! She is a threat to society!' 'Why is she even a hero? She can't protect anyone!'

All this,was her every day life. She was used to being hated,but not from her own friends,from the people she lived amongst every single fucking day! Even the Titans,who knew her,took Terra's side.They would often accuse her of being the reason people aren't safe.But she saves these people! No,Terra gets the credit. No,Raven is bad,Raven is a threat to society,she should die.

...she should die...

It was afternoon,the tower was filled with laughs and joyful memories. It was game night after all! But a specific room,far from the others was silent. The sent of tears and blood peeking through the door and to the hall,towards Robin's room. He never liked game night,so he just stayed in his room,doing his own thing. It was the same routine every time. He was used to it,being the same way,as a perfectionist. But this particular time,something really caught his attention. Not like it hadn't happened before,but this is the first time the smartest Wayne was aware of it.

Damian has been with the Teen Titans for over two years now,and one person he never got to know well is Raven. He cares about her,but she never gave him a chance.She is very distant and stubborn,the recent episodes not really helping her urge to help whoever needs her help,just to increase her popularity level in the society. But one thing that really struck with her,is that out of all the Titans,Robin hated Terra,always thinking she is up to no good.

That sent really bothered him so he decided it would be better if he checked it out. He left his paperwork unfinished and started his way towards the demoness's room.

At first,he didn't pay much attention,but connecting the dots,he was afraid that his teammate might have done something that,he would not really like to see.

As he got closer,that horrific smell,became frightening thoughts. Nightmares while being awake. He had this awful feeling that the demon was in danger.

And yet to come,his heart dropped to the ground,as the scene before him unfolded. He stepped into the room slowly,his feet couldn't bear but shake. He has seen worse things than someone harming themselves,but with a teammate,it was different.

As you might have guessed,she was cutting her own skin with a sharp knife,she had been keeping hidden. For situations like this. She had done quite some damage before the young Wayne arrived to her rescue. At an instant,he grabbed her arm and the sharp tool that caused her misery and pain,fell to the ground with a plump.

"Just what the fuck are you doing?!" Damian could not help but snap at her. He was furious,because he was worried.
"What are you doing here?! Also that does not concern you-" He turned her around so that she was fully facing him. He put his hands on her shoulders and shook her. "Do you even realise what you are doing?! You are harming yourself Raven this isn't normal!"
"And why do you care?! Huh?! Why do you care...NOBODY CARES ABOUT ME IN HERE! TERRA TERRA TERRA! ALWAYS TERRA! SHE GETS CREDIT FOR EVERYTHING. I AM JUST A WASTE OF SPACE...You don't need me..." The demon burst in tears as she slapped Damian's hands from her shoulders and covered her eyes. But Damian wouldn't let her get away that easily.

"Who said you are a waste of space?! You deserve most credit! It's not your fault,that the others don't appreciate and acknowledge your efforts. But if you must know,I acknowledge your efforts.To the fullest!" The hurt bird looked up at her beloved teammate and fell in his arms as he tightened his grip around her. "You hear me?"
And this was the most awful start someone could have considered,for a beautiful relationship between two broken birds...