I woke up early as shit becuase I had a appointment at therapy at 5 in the morning I need to get some shit off my chest lmao.
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"Hi state your name and your age please" the lady said as she was holding a pen and paper. "Messiah fogart and I'm 17 years old" I said.
"Please take the jacket off it's warm in here I want you to be comfortable" she said. "Alright" I said taking the jacket off. "Now messiah what are you here for?" She asked. "Lately I just been ready to go" I said.
"And when you say that what do you mean?" She aske writing on a paper. "Sometimes I get the thought of like.. commiting" I said. "Why is that?" She asked. "Ion know frl it's just my parents and stress" I said looking down fidgeting with my fingers. "My friends might think I'm not lonely but I am I'm really am lonely and it hurts".
"Your parents are the reason?" She asked. "Kinda it's like I don't even know what love is from my parents, my whole childhood I raised my brothers while they explore the streets even when we lived in the hood." I said.
"When you think about commiting suicide what stops you from doing it?" She asked, I sighed. "I smoke weed". "So you smoke okay, messiah I might have to put you on wtach" she said. "Nah it ain't needed frl" I said. "It is im pretty sure no one wants to lose you" she said.
Bruh idk why my ass just started having a breakdown crying in front of this lady."and I really do l-love my mama and dad" I said sniffling. "Messiah do you feel you need a hug?" She asked, I nodded, "yes.." I got up hugging her tight I needed that comfort. "Idk what's wrong with me" I cried. "Shh baby nothings wrong with you, your gonna be okay" she said rubbing my back.
"Feel free to come in any day anytime you want I am your therapist and I want best for you" she smiled. "Okay thank you miss I really appreciate it" I said wiping my face.
✥✥✥ 𝐓𝐘𝐌𝐈𝐑 𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐘 New York City
"Tymirr" Natalia said plotting on the bed next to me. "Hm" i said in a sleepy voice. "Breakfast is going to be over in the lobby if you don't wake up" she tapped on me. "Ight ight im finna get up" I said she threw a pillow at my head. "Now!" She yelled. I picked her up throwing her on the bed. "Good morning" I kissed her. "Good morning" she kissed me. --
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