Someone who was sent to hell after going against god wishes and ending his life after the struggles he went through
His punishment? something worse than hell.
See you guys in june my ass, it's almost fucking NOVEMBER
Hello fellas, been a while huh? there were some... complications you could say, it's been some very...interesting months you could say, I'm really only writing this to let you guys know just wtf happened, so I'll try to summarize what happened after I left
So a very close friend of mine just straight up ghosted me and my friends, kicked us from their friend group, gave us no explanation and whenever we tried asking one of his friends they all dead ass gave completely different answers, which like
Wow, you guys really thought that out great, these people were like, what? In their 20's? Shit one of them legit showed me a pic of them and their fiance with rings, and they made a gc to kick 3 teens...wow
Then I'm told, by another...friend? It's complicated alr she's very odd, anyway she tells me it's all my fault cause I was overbarring them, which like
Bitch
I was checking up on them, asking if they could play games and needed to vent and sending them memes, wtf are you talking about, I'm sorry I was treating them like a normal human being, shit I even drew for them, they paid me in dbd dlc chapters (I don't have pay pal or any of that shit) I legitimately had no idea I was being "overbarring" plus, why tf didn't they just tell me? Like they dead ass never dropped at hits or just told me to knock it down a peg, so I thought everything was fine
Anyway, I told one of my bosses about it, they told me I should just remove their dms from my hot bar and that's what I did, idk if his friends did the same to me but idc
And a final thing bout this cunt, one time I was waiting in vc to play minecraft with someone in their friend group, when people started joining, they instead played fucking overwatch 2(which like...ok ig) and then when I joined their party I was forced into playing support cause they all hate playing it or just suck at it
Anyway whenever we played deathmatch as we queued, I was playing Tank, and they all for whatever reason hated that fact that I was playing Tank in DM, but for some reason they didn't realize I was the tank, and were calling me a pussy without realizing (I've legitimately never seen anyone complain about playing against a tank in DM, so I was just confused)
Anyway 3 rounds later they finally put the pieces back together, I snap at them, they instantly kick me from the party, I left and vented about it in another server and some friends, from the fact I stayed for a long time waiting to play Minecraft with someone to the overwatch thing
2 days later, he dms me, and tells me it's "not cool" that I vented about it in that server cause there's someone in there that he dislikes
Wow, fuck you
Also he said the music that I liked was "NPC music" (imagine any like late 90's to 2010's music that's more or less what I like)
Wow, fuck you, part 2
Anyway there's more (cause ofc there is) but those were more or less the mahor ones
Moving on, after he left, a few months later I actually got a SO, but we unfortunately broke up a few months later
Nothing major happened, they wanted to see me asap since their main love language was physical, while I was fine with like, long distance, it hurt yeah, but we still talk alot and we are still close, I love that gremlin/p, they a great friend
By the end of the summer, Me and a 2 other very close friends, which also includes my ex were getting into just
The pettiest fights ever, like, we were fighting for just really random shit, misunderstandings, etc, it was a rough last 2 months, but hey we still close, and we still love each other as friends
I applied for art school (no hitler jokes shh) and I also went on vacation
HOWEVER
College started
THE DAY MY VACATION STARTED
So yeah now I'm missing like
2 weeks and a day of college, but hey, college is going great, it's p fun, the busses are weird tho, shit takes forever to arrive at the spots on time, my parents also want me to get a drivers license but like bro, I'm not even awake when I wake up, and college just started, gimme a break
Anyway more good news, a project I'm working on is finally done! And it's gonna premier soon, on the 30th of October, at... 3:30 PST, it's about sonic.exe, and I'm also on a Pillar chase 2 fnf mod, I'm the co director I'm making the vapor sprites
Oh speaking of those, my pc shat itself recently so we had to replace the disk
That disk had the vapor speites...
It should not take me 2 months to make some sprites
Oh and I actually tried reaching out to revie/raven if we could use EXE in the mod, considering he's in pc2
But uh...I think they ghosted me, it's ehh, we'll think of something
Anyway uhh, I became this aunt type figure for 2 people in the team cause every adult in their lifes sucks to some degree
I think I'm doing a good job, I hope I am
yeah that's...pretty much it, I have been thinking about returning to writing the story-oh yesh this story uhh, it's funny cause the more I think about it the more I realize this isn't really a x reader story, it's a X oc story, considering Julien is an oc I own
Speaking of Julein lemme find a good drawing of them rq
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There he is, the asshole, I love him, I'm making a fnf oc mod and hr along with another oc of mine is gonna be in it
Anyway I do plan on returning one day, but...lol I don't have a story, ok I have IDEAS, but not a concrete story if that makes sense, and I don't wanna like, mess up and write shit, it's mostly just anxieties that's holding me back
But I do plan on returning one day, just gotta like, gain the courage and come up with a story, and a ending, at least not a crappy one
