Roses and Letters|Gayeon|By:taesanefttoe

Is This Even Real?

"Thanks."I said as I paid for the flowers I bought.I looked at the sunflower bouquet and smiled."I hope he doesn't think of this as some sort of sign of confession..Lol."I walked off with the bouquet.

"Where is he..?"I looked around the park.I checked my watch and looked up.A minute later,I felt someone tap my shoulder from behind."You scared me."I said as I turned.He laughed,his beautiful laugh.I smiled at him as he laughed."Sorry,I thought I'd make you laugh."He said with a small smile."What should we do?It's early in the morning and we have a whole day to fill.By the way,I love your outfit,you look handsome."He added,fixing my shirt.

He told me I was handsome.I'm handsome to him."Thanks."I blushed."You look pretty too."I looked at his outfit. (Sept 25 show champ mc Gaon's outfit) "Thank you! I really like it when people compliment my outfits,I'm not really good at that part."He then looked at the flowers I was holding."Is that for me?"He pointed at the bouquet.I smiled and nodded."Yeah,it's for you."I handed him the bouquet."Thanks,how'd you know I love sunflowers?"He said as he hugged and smelled the bouquet.

"I didn't really know,I just chose the prettiest one there."I pointed at the flowers."Just like you."He blushed right after I said that."I'm not even that pretty.."He looked away,flustered."Not that pretty?Then tell me why Jungsu dated you?He has a pretty high standard you know,based on looks."I nudged him on his shoulder."Oh stop it,I get it."

"Thank you for buying me this,I love it so much!"He said as he hugged the stuffed animal."I really love ducks.Especially little ducklings! Aren't they just so cute?"He lifted the stuffed toy up for a better view,he looked adorable while doing so."You know,I wish to have my own ducklings in the future.Like,my own babies.My own family.It's like a dream to me yk?"He turned to me with an emotional look on his face."I just don't think I'd achieve that dream."His eyes began to get teary."What about Jungsu?You can start a family with him."I suggested.

"I did ask him about it,about marriage and what would happen after that.I told him I wanted to have a family,but he didn't seem to agree with me.He said he didn't want a family,all he wanted was the two of us to grow old together."He said as we walked towards the benches nearby."Oh."Was all I could say.I didn't wanna say anything to ruin their future relationship and make them fight about it just because Jiseok heard my honest opinion about it.They're currently enjoying their time together and I didn't wanna tear them apart.

I sighed and looked over to a hotdog stall nearby."I'm gonna go and get us some hotdogs,do you want ice cream?"I said as I pointed at the stall."Yes please!"He said with a polite smile.Cutie."Alright,what flavor do you want?"I asked him."Hm,anything except for mint choco."I laughed at his response."Okay.Just stay here alright?I'll go get some food."

I smiled as I watched him lick the ice cream happily."Thanks for the ice cream,I really love it.It's my favorite even if I'm lactose intolerant."I stared at him with wide eyes."You're lactose intolerant!?"He stopped and looked at me."Yeah.Why?"He said as he took a bite from the cone."Why didn't you tell me?I could've gotten you the one for lactose intolerant people!"He sighed and looked at me again."I didn't tell you because you wouldn't get me the ice cream.Plus,this flavor isn't available in that type of thing."He shrugged.

"Thank you so much for today Joo,I'd like to repeat it again someday."He smiled at me."You're welcome."I smiled back."I can't even count how many gifts you bought me!"He laughed and showed me the shopping bags.

"Your future girlfriend would be really lucky to have you.."His smile dropped."I wouldn't even have a future girlfriend,my heart belongs to someone else.No matter how many times he's gonna hurt me,I'll continue to love him.Even if he gets married to his current boyfriend."I didn't want to make it too obvious for him to know I have feelings for him.He might stay away from me."Anyways,you should go inside now,it's getting pretty late."I said."Right.Thanks again Joo.Goodnight!"He waved and kissed my cheek before he went inside his house.

I held the cheek where he kissed,I felt so red.Why did he do that? Is this even real? So many things are running through my mind right now.I don't think he meant that kiss.I doesn't mean anything.

HIIIIIIIIIIII it's been sooo long since I wrote a chapter,and this most recent one is really messy,but I'll post often now I promise-I'll have more time on my laptop because I have to work on school work,so I'll be more productive in writing lol.Anyways,bye!