Affection under Devotion

She is a Burden

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Isra Pov

I walked behind him, I was fighting to walk, sometime bounding on my steps. Each steps hurt like a fucking bitch. I squeezed the part of my hip hard, I don't why the hell he is taking me. I am just walking behind him.

He opened a door entering inside followed by me which seems like his study room. He sat on the head chair, I stood in front of him, and his wild eyes didn't leave mine.

I looked at the floor, his index finger and thumb rubbing his sharp jaw "Your room is on the left side of the ground floor. Even if you die don't step at my floor neither my room." He stood up from the chair coming towards me standing upright like a tower just a inch away from me.

I was preparing myself for an insult "Don't even dare to use anything from the kitchen, I don't your dirty stains on the things I use" I simply nodded.

"Get out" I ran out of the room. I walked through the hallways looking at the portraits, painting, statue which are expensive. I was walking at a distance afraid of falling on them and if by mistake they broke it over for me.

I straight went to the room recommended to me. Shit I don't have any dresses, I have to attain college. What shall I do? Should I ask him? I didn't even took his permission. Will he allow me to attain college?

The thought of his declination horrified my heart painfully. No, I have to fight against him. I can't let this happen, when I am this close to my success. Praying to god, I again ran to his study room. I stood in front the room struggling with my thoughts, breathing hard due to running. I can't let him ruin everything I have dreamt.

"Ok let's do this" my inner self was trembling like a real shit but I tried to maintain my posture. I can't give him more reason to use against my weakness.

After knocking two times I heard his untamed voice "Come in" I gulped, took a long breath before stepping inside.

"Mr Khan I won't quit my college" I didn't ask for his permission, I directly proposed my demands.

He finally looked up at me from the file "Believe me, even if you fuck someone I won't care" What kind of disgusting man he is? How can he say that to me? I overlooked at him with revelation, a source of distress passed through me. How cheap he thinks I am?

"NOW GET OUT" I flinched at his sudden outburst.

"Can you give me some dress" I almost whispered, the words came out with grapple.

"I don't have dress , I have to go to college"

"I will prefer you to go naked, that's what suit you" tears welled up in my eyes. I was trying hard to control but now my heart is rending. I hastily wiped the tears embarrassed he might start laughing.

Should I beg him now? I can't even remain absent, it's the most crucial time now. My Capstone Project is sooner, I will lose credits if I am inattentive. What if he does something on the primary day?

No, no, no, I don't trust him not even a bit. What if he does? I will have no other ways than to take my own life. It's one of the most important day of my life. Hell no don't tense everything will be fine. God is with you.

"Please, I am requesting you I can't miss my college today, I will return it back to you by evening" he looked at me with disgust.

"Do you actually think I will touch things used by you?"

"GET OUT BEFORE I LOOSE MY MIND AND KILL YOU" well he can kill me, I don't have any suspicion on the matter.

I turned on my heels "Wait" I halted on my steps, my back facing him, the harsh drag of the chair shrink a sudden wave of fear through my soul.