~Heartstrings~

🖤Heated Hearts🖤

Notes: warnings are the same, mature themes, sexual content. I hope it's interesting for you guys I'm using my whole brain.😂
Love you🩵
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"I'm ready." I say softly my nerves finally evening out. Seungmin's voice is slightly huskier than usual as he looks at you, his chest heaving with anticipation. He gently brushes a strand of hair out of your face, his thumb tracing the curve of your jawline. "Are you sure you're ready, love? We can stop if you want." He asks trying to reassure me. "I'm okay, I want to." I say looking into his eyes again. Seungmin's eyes darken with lust as you confirm that you're ready. He takes a moment to admire your body, his hands roaming over your curves appreciatively. He reaches down, positioning himself at your entrance. I take a deep breath getting myself ready. Seungmin notices your deep breath and gently caresses your cheek, trying to soothe you. "Hey, relax for me, okay? I've got you. Just focus on me and let yourself feel good." He soothes being incredibly attentive. Seungmin groans against your lips as he slowly enters you, the feeling of being inside you almost overwhelming. He breaks the kiss, burying his face in the crook of your neck as he stills for a moment, trying to control himself. "You okay?" I ask softly. Seungmin lets out a shaky breath, his body trembling slightly from the effort of holding back. He nods against your neck, his voice a low murmur. "Y-yeah... I'm just trying not to lose control right now. You feel so damn good, it's taking everything in me not to just take you." He confesses. I blush again my head spinning from this version of him and I giggle quietly. Seungmin groans again as you giggle, the sound going straight to his brain. He pulls back slightly to look at you, his eyes dark with lust. "Don't giggle like that, you're going to drive me crazy." Seungmin can't help but chuckle at how cute you look when you blush. He starts to move, slowly at first, savoring the feeling of being inside you. But then his thrusts are deep and deliberate, each one causing him to let out a low moan. Seungmin holds you close, his arms wrapping around you possessively. He keeps his eyes on your face, watching your every expression as he picks up the pace, his hips moving faster and harder against yours. I close my eyes tightly trying not to scream I'd be mortified if the others heard us. Seungmin can tell you're trying to hold back, and it only makes him more determined to make you lose control. He angles his hips, searching for that sweet spot inside you that will make you unravel. I yelp reaching for anything to hold onto, finding the pillow under my head and holding tight. Seungmin grins triumphantly as you yelp, knowing he's found the right spot. He keeps his angle and continues to thrust into you, hitting that spot over and over again, relentlessly. I start to breathe raggedly almost crying out. Seungmin's grip on you tightens as he listens to your ragged breathing and feels your body tremble. He can tell you're getting close, and it's driving him wild. "Let go, love. Let me hear you." I blush again, his words doing crazy things to me, I let go and let him finally hear it not a care in my mind anymore. Seungmin groans loudly as you finally give in, your cries and moans filling the room. He pushes you further, his hips moving even faster as he chases his own release. "That's it, baby. You sound so beautiful when you let go like this." his praise pushes me over the edge, plummeting into release as I cry his name. Seungmin watches as you come undone, his name on your lips sending him over the edge as well. He buries his face in your neck, his body shuddering as he spills inside you, his thrusts becoming sloppy and erratic. my hands instinctively holding tightly to his back leaving scratches as I become overwhelmed. Seungmin shudders as you dig your nails into his back, the pain only adding to his pleasure. He lets out a strangled moan, his body still trembling as he comes down from his high. his movements slowly come to a stop and he holds me close relaxing on top of me and we try to catch our breath. Seungmin rests his head on your chest, listening to the rapid beating of your heart. He closes his eyes, a satisfied smile on his face as he holds you tightly, feeling completely content and sated. I fall into a fit of laughter. Seungmin raises his head, a curious look on his face as he looks up at you. He can't help but smile at the sound of your laughter. "What's so funny, hm?" He questions. "Us." I say. Seungmin chuckles, a soft look in his eyes as he looks at you. "What about us, love?" He asks. "We really just did that huh?" I say. Seungmin laughs again, nodding his head "Yeah, we really did. I can't believe it either." He props himself up on his elbows, looking down at you with a smirk. I smile up at him, unable to stop a yawn. Seungmin's expression softens as he watches you yawn, his heart melting at how adorable you look. "Looks like someone's sleepy." He teases. "I'm sorry." I say softly. Seungmin shakes his head, brushing a strand of hair out of your face. "Don't apologize, love. You look so cute when you're sleepy." Seungmin carefully pulls the covers over you, making sure you're comfortable before lying down next to you. He pulls you into his chest, wrapping his arms around you and holding you close as he whispers. "Goodnight, love. Sweet dreams." I snuggle into him more. "Night Min." Morning comes, feeling like the night was too short. I wake up making sure he's still sleeping. I sneak out of his dorm and down to my own, I know its shitty to run from this. But I wasn't ready to face the repercussions or have the conversation yet, still fearing the unknown for us. Seungmin slowly wakes up to an empty bed, his arms reaching out for you but finding only cold sheets. He opens his eyes, his heart sinking as he realizes you're not there. He sits up in bed, running a hand through his messy hair as he looks around the room, hoping you just got up to use the bathroom or something. He checks the time realizing it was time for schedules so you really weren't here. Seungmin curses under his breath as he sees the time, quickly getting out of bed and getting ready for the day. He can't help but feel a pang of disappointment and hurt as he realizes you left without saying anything. He wonders why you didn't even bother to wake him up, or leave a note or something. He tries to push his feelings aside and focus on the day ahead, but your absence weighs heavily on his mind. We all meet at the studio for the brand deal photo shoot as a group and that's when he sees you. Seungmin's heart skips a beat as he spots you across the room. He can't take his eyes off of you, taking in your appearance and the way you're smiling and laughing with the others. He feels a mix of emotions, relief at seeing you safe, but also hurt and confusion from your disappearance that morning. Against my own desires I partially avoid him. Seungmin notices your attempts to avoid him, and it only adds to his frustration and hurt. He tries to approach you a few times, but you always seem to find a way to slip away or get distracted by something else. He can see the forced smile on your face, and it makes his heart ache. After the shoot was over we finish the rest of our schedules then go out for group dinner, the night playing out as you would expect. Throughout the dinner, Seungmin tries to catch your eye, but you seem determined to avoid his gaze. He feels a growing sense of desperation and frustration as he watches you interact with everyone else but him. The tension between you is noticeable, and he can tell that the others have noticed something is off. After dinner we head back to the dorms and I go my separate way having to return back to my solo schedule tomorrow morning. Seungmin watches as you walk away, a pang of loneliness and longing filling his chest. He desperately wants to follow you, to pull you aside and talk to you, but he knows he can't. He clenches his fists, trying to control his emotions as he turns and heads towards his own dorm. I felt horrible and I was breaking my own heart in the process but I just couldn't do this right now I am too stressed out with my schedule that I feared it wouldn't go well. I was never known for making rational decisions when it came to myself. Seungmin lies in bed, staring up at the ceiling and replaying the events of the day in his head. He can't stop thinking about you, and how you've been avoiding him all day. He understands that you might be stressed with your schedule, but it doesn't make it hurt any less. He sighs heavily, rolling onto his side and closing his eyes, but sleep doesn't come easy. finally the end of the week and I was done with my schedule. I was walking down the hallway where I ran into Felix. "hey you seen seungmin? I really need to talk to him." I ask. "Yeah actually he ran into an old friend from high school while we were out. He took her to his dorm to hang out." he tells me I try to keep any jealousy at bay. I head for his dorm and knock on the door, when there is no answer I let myself in. thats when I find them. they're both sitting on the couch. she had her hands on his chest and her lips against his kissing him. Seungmin is caught off guard by the whole situation as you suddenly burst into the room, only to see you run out a moment later. He's confused and alarmed, quickly pushing the girl off of him and standing up from the couch. "Wait! Wait, come back!" He calls out after you, but you're already gone, the door slamming shut behind you. Seungmin stands there for a moment, frozen in shock and disbelief. He quickly snaps out of it and runs out of his dorm, heading towards yours. He knocks frantically on the door, calling out your name. "Please, open the door! Let me explain!" I had tears running down my face, standing in front of my door. I try to quiet my sobs so he doesn't hear me as I stand there listening to what he says from the other side. Seungmin can hear your quiet sobs from the other side of the door, and it breaks his heart. He leans against the door, his forehead pressed against the wood as he pleads with you. "Please... I'm begging you, let me in. We need to talk." But I didn't even want to look at him right now. Seungmin sighs in frustration, running a hand through his hair. He knows you're upset, but he needs to explain himself, to make you understand what happened. "I swear it's not what it looks like. Please, just give me a chance to explain." He begs. He tries the doorknob, but finds it locked. I stand there listening to him, a conflict breaking out inside my head. Seungmin leans against the door again, his voice pleading. "I can't stand the thought of you crying alone in there. I hate that I'm the reason you're upset. Please, just let me in so l can explain everything." He pauses, his voice softening. "Please, Nee... I love you." His words caught me off guard not realizing there was the possibility he still could, I slowly open it looking at the ground unable to look at him right now. Seungmin lets out a sigh of relief as the door opens, but his heart aches at the sight of you standing there with tears in your eyes. He steps into the room, closing the door behind him and gently grabbing your chin, tilting your head up to look at him. Seungmin's heart breaks even more as he sees your tear stained face. He cups your cheeks in his hands, his thumbs gently wiping away your tears. "Oh, Nee..." He whispers, his voice filled with remorse. "I-I don't know what I did wrong." I say in a small fragile voice, I was blaming myself for him kissing someone else. "I know I shouldn't have avoided you, I know it was shitty." I say my voice shaky and broken. Seungmin's eyes widen in surprise, and he quickly shakes his head. "No, no, you didn't do anything wrong. It's not your fault, Nia." He pulls you into his chest, wrapping his arms tightly around you and holding you close. But I instinctively tensed up. Seungmin notices your tense body and immediately loosens his grip, his heart sinking at your reaction."Nee, please don't pull away from me. I need to explain." He murmurs, burying his face in your hair. "Please." I almost plead. Seungmin nods against your hair, his voice soft and gentle. "Okay, okay. I'll explain everything, just promise me you'll listen." I nod looking at the ground as I wipe more tears off my face. Seungmin leads you over to the couch and sits down, pulling you down to sit next to him. He takes a deep breath, mentally preparing himself to explain the situation. "First, I want to make it clear that nothing happened between me and that girl. She's just an old friend from high school that I ran into while out." He looks at me. "Min. She was kissing you when I walked in." I really speak for the first time but my voice was small and broken. Seungmin winces at your words, knowing how bad it must have looked. "I know, I know it looked bad. But I swear, she kissed me out of nowhere. I was trying to push her away when you walked in." I look at him. "I don't understand." Seungmin sighs, running a hand through his hair in frustration. "She's always been a bit... forward with me. I've tried to set boundaries with her, but she never seems to listen. I guess she took my invitation to hang out as a sign that I wanted more from her." He elaborated. "I don't want anyone else but you, Nee." He adds. "Okay." I say softly, I was finally ready to face it ready to give him an answer. After everything we've been through and that girl made me realize I'm ready to take the risk. 'Fuck the fear' I think to myself. Seungmin stares at you in disbelief, his heart pounding in his chest. He had been so sure that you wouldn't want him after what happened, but now... "Wait, what did you say?" He asks, his voice barely above a whisper, needing to hear you say it again. "I want to be with you, I want that more than anything." I say softly using his words he said to me that night he confessed. Seungmin's eyes widen even more, and he feels a wave of relief wash over him. He can hardly believe what he's hearing, but he doesn't hesitate to pull you into his lap, wrapping his arms around you tightly and holding you close "You have no idea how long I've been waiting to hear you say that." He murmurs, burying his face in the crook of your neck. He looks at me and speaks again. "I was starting to think you were avoiding because you were pregnant." he says nonchalantly almost like a relief.