~Heartstrings~

▪️Hidden feelings▪️

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      After dance practice Nia headed back to her dorm to shower, feeling sweaty and exhausted. I hop out of the shower drying my hair and tossing it in a messy bun then head to my room. I plopped down on my bed wrapped in a towel. When my phone dings and I pick it up. A text from Seungmin. Seungmin: "Hey Nia wanna come over for a movie night?" The text read. She smiles at it before responding. Nia: "absolutely I'll be there in 15." I text back tossing my phone on the bed and getting up to get dressed. I decided I wanted to be comfy. Walking over to my closet I grabbed my favorite black leggings putting them on. I grab a plain black long sleeve shirt that stops just above my belly button. Then throw on my black vans slip ons feeling a bit lazy. Grabbing my phone and backpack heading out the door and down the hall to Seungmin and I.N's dorm. I walked in and he's sitting on the couch in the living room. She plots down on the couch next to him. "Hey min. No Innie tonight?" I ask noticing he wasn't here. Seungmin's eyes went over your figure as you sat down next to him, he tried to be subtle and not stare at you. "No he's at Chan's for the night." He tried his best to keep his mind from wandering into more inappropriate thoughts but he couldn't help it. Snaping out of his thoughts he looks at her. "Hey, Make yourself comfortable, I have snacks ready and we can watch a moive." he responds trying to be nonchalant.  I scoot closer and lay my head on his shoulder as the movie plays. Seungmin's breath hitched in his throat as you snuggled up to him. He tried to keep his composure, not wanting to give away how flustered he was. He slowly wrapped an arm around you, pulling you closer to him. His heart was racing and he hoped you didn't notice. "Is this okay?" I ask. This was normal for them being each other's comfort person and all but she noticed he seemed a little bit tense. Seungmin swallowed thickly and nodded slowly. "Y-yeah, it's fine. More than fine.." He muttered, feeling his heartbeat pick up even more as he held you closer. He loved having you so close to him, but it was also torturous knowing he couldn't tell you how he really felt about you. Mindlessly I took his hand and fidgeted with it while we watched the movie he picked. Seungmin watched as you played with his hand, feeling butterflies in his stomach. He let you do it, enjoying the feeling of your fingers gently tracing over his palm and intertwining with his own. He could feel his face getting hotter and hoped you didn't notice the faint blush on his cheeks. I stood up and looked at him "I'll be right back I gotta use the bathroom." I took my backpack with me. Seungmin watched as you got up and grabbed your backpack. He reluctantly let you go, missing your warmth already
"Alright, I'll be here." He said with a small smile, trying to act indifferent but secretly wishing you would hurry back so he could hold you again. I opened my backpack and put on my dark grey tank top hoping it would be comfier and not overheat me. Seungmin waited on the couch, growing slightly impatient as time passed. He tried to focus on the movie but his mind kept drifting back to you. He wondered what was taking you so long and he started to feel a bit worried. I walked back out smiling at him innocently. Seungmin looked up as you walked back into the room, his eyes widening slightly as he saw your tank top. He couldn't help but stare at your exposed skin, his gaze lingering for a moment before he quickly looked away, trying to act like he wasn't just ogling you. I sat back on the couch snuggling up with him again. "Miss me?" I joke not thinking anything of it. Seungmin chuckled and wrapped his arms around me, pulling me into his lap this time. He buried his face in the crook of your neck, trying to hide his growing blush as he felt your body against his "Mhm, I did. Thought you were gonna take forever." "Oh I'm sorry min." I tease poking him. Seungmin nuzzled his face against your neck, his arms tightening around your waist. He could feel your warmth against him and it was driving him crazy. He inhaled deeply, taking in your perfume  and letting out a content sigh "It's okay." He smiled playfully. I focus back on the movie fidgeting with his hand again. Seungmin could feel himself getting more and more flustered as you continued to play with his hand. He couldn't focus on the movie at all, his mind was completely occupied by you. He was hyper-aware of your every movement, every little touch sending a jolt of electricity through his body. He held back a deep sigh, trying to keep his composure. "Min?" I say trying to get his attention. Seungmin hummed in response, his voice a bit strained. He was struggling to keep his cool as you continued to touch him. He looked at you with a mixture of desire and nervousness in his eyes "Yeah?" He responded. "You okay?" I ask noticing his weird behaviors. Seungmin swallowed hard, his heart racing in his chest. He could feel his body responding to your touch and he knew he had to be careful not to give himself away. "Y-yeah, I'm fine. Just.. a bit tired."
He lied, trying to sound convincing but failing miserably. "Well you keep bouncing your leg now, Sweetheart I know you well enough to know that means you're anxious." My eyes scan over his face. Seungmin cursed under his breath as you called him out on his behavior. He didn't realize he was bouncing his leg, too lost in his thoughts and feelings for you. He shifted uncomfortably, trying to stop himself from fidgeting but it was no use.
"Ugh, fine. You got me. I'm just.. a bit restless." He admitted, his voice low and a bit hoarse. "Can i help?" I say innocently not thinking about anything other than comforting him. Seungmin's eyes widened at your offer, his mind immediately going to places he knew it shouldn't. He swallowed hard again, trying to keep his dirty thoughts at bay. "Y-yeah.. you can help.."
He said quietly, his voice barely above a whisper. I turned around in his lap and looked at him, gently running my hand over the leg he cant keep still, trying to soothe it. Seungmin's breath hitched as you turned to face him, your hand on his thigh making his heart race even faster. He couldn't help but feel a pang of arousal at the feeling of your touch, his body responding to your touch instinctively. "F-fuck.." He muttered under his breath, his eyes locked on yours as he struggled to control himself. "Huh?" I looked at him confused and slightly concerned. Seungmin bit his lip, trying to hold back another deep sigh as you continued to stroke his thigh. He felt himself growing more and more turned on with every touch, his body aching for more of you. "N-nothing.. it's just.. your hand feels really good.." He managed to say, his voice trembling slightly. I smile at him as I turn back around facing the tv, sitting between his legs now keeping my hand still on his leg so he can calm down. Seungmin let out a shaky exhale as you settled back between his legs, his hands instinctively gripping your hips. He tried to focus on the movie, but it was impossible with you so close to him. He could feel your body heat against his chest and the softness of your skin under his hands. His mind was racing with thoughts of desire and need, and he had to fight the urge to pull you even closer. He seems to be okay after a while so I forget about the situation, getting lost in the movie and settling backwards into his chest. Seungmin relaxed slightly as you settled back against his chest, his hands resting on your hips. He could feel the tension leaving his body as he held you, the warmth of your body against his soothing and comforting him. However, he couldn't shake off the feeling of arousal that still lingered in his stomach. He was painfully aware of your every movement, every shift of your body against his, and it was driving him insane. I laid my head on his shoulder. "min?" Seungmin hummed in response, his breath hitching as you laid your head on his shoulder. He tilted his head slightly to the side, resting his cheek against the top of your head. He inhaled deeply, the scent of your shampoo filling his nostrils and making his heart flutter "Yeah?" He asked, his voice soft and low. "You getting tired yet?" I asked him. Seungmin thought for a moment before shaking his head, his hands absentmindedly tracing circles on your hips "No, not yet. I'm still wide awake." He replied, his grip on your hips tightening slightly as he spoke. "So another movie?" Seungmin hummed again, considering your suggestion for a moment. He didn't want the night to end just yet, he wanted to keep you here in his arms for as long as possible. He looked down at you, a small smirk playing on his lips. "Sure, why not. Let's watch another movie." He says. "A scary one?" I asked him excitedly. Seungmin chuckled at your suggestion, amused by your choice in movies. He knew you had a thing for horror films, and he couldn't deny that he found it endearing. "Alright, if you want to be scared, we can watch a scary movie." He said, gently patting your thigh. "Yayy!" I said happily. Seungmin couldn't help but smile at your excitement, finding your enthusiasm adorable. He reached for the remote and scrolled through the movie options until he found a horror movie that he knew would scare you. "Found one, you ready?" "Yeahh! What is it?" I asked. Seungmin smirked as he pressed play, the movie starting to play on the screen. "It's a classic horror film. You'll see." He teased, secretly hoping that you would end up clinging to him in fear during the movie. 20 minutes in I get scared and jump a little bit hiding my face in his chest. Seungmin chuckled as you jumped and hid your face, wrapping his arms around you tightly. He loved seeing you get scared, it was adorable and he couldn't help but find it amusing. "Aww, is the scary movie getting to you?" He teased,rubbing your back soothingly. "Whaat no!" Seungmin laughed, clearly not buying your denial. He knew you were scared, he could feel you trembling slightly against him. "You're shaking, sweetheart. Don't try to lie to me." He said, his tone playful yet affectionate "Okay okay so I don't like clowns." I shrugged. Seungmin chuckled again, his grip on you tightening as he held you close. "That's what you get for choosing a horror movie with clowns in it." He teased, gently stroking your hair. "Huh? I didn't pick it you did." I retort. Seungmin smirked and rolled his eyes, feigning innocence. "I have no idea what you're talking about. I would never do something to purposely scare you." He said, knowing full well that he did pick the movie on purpose. I gasp in surprise and look up at him. "thats exactly what you did isn't it?!" Seungmin tried to hold back a laugh at your gasp, but failed miserably. He couldn't help but grin at your expression. "Yeah it is." He admitted, his eyes sparkling with amusement. "You meanie!" I got up glaring at him. I walked into his kitchen for water. "You need anything while im up min?" Seungmin swallowed hard, trying to compose himself. He couldn't stop thinking about the way your tank top clung to your body, leaving very little to the imagination. He forced himself to focus on your question, his voice a bit hoarse. "Uh, no, I'm good. Thanks." He says trying to be casual. "You sure?" I double checked. Seungmin nodded, trying to act natural despite the fact that his mind was racing with thoughts of desire and need. "Yeah, l'm sure. Just come back here when you're done." He said, his eyes following your every move as you walked around the kitchen. "Okay" I filled my water bottle with cold water then came back plopping down next to him. Seungmin shifted on the couch as you plopped down next to him, the feeling of your thigh brushing against his making him shiver slightly. He couldn't help but notice how your hair was messily tied up, strands of hair falling out and framing your face. He resisted the urge to reach out and touch you, knowing that if he did, he wouldn't be able to stop himself. "You wanna play a game?" I asked really not wanting to watch the clown movie anymore. intrigued by your suggestion. He was still a bit distracted by your appearance, but the idea of a game helped him focus. "Sure, what game do you have in mind?" He inquired. "How about never have I ever?" I ask him.

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