Don't pay attention to them, you gave everything just to make them happy but that's still not enough for them, you almost ended your life because of the pressure but don't do that.
Just be patient and they will accept what you did for them, just don't blame yourself why they are like that to you.
Don't give up, there are many people who love you, don't think that no one loves you, but there is someone who loves you, you know who the lord is who loves you so don't give up.
That's part of getting older because that's what you do when you get older.
You will always remember that life will challenge you, there will always be someone who loves you.
