DON'T SMILE- harry lewis

ONE

ONE
one last time

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HARRY LEWIS WAS MISERABLE.

everyone could see it. he never wanted to go out, and when he did, he got wasted to the point he woke up in ethans bathroom. everything reminded him of sophia, the bows that laid around in his bedroom, her hoodie that laid on his desk chair, her makeup in his bathroom. he didn't want them to disappear. he knew she wanted her shit back, but he couldn't go through with it. he did this to himself.

sophia wanted to travel the world, she wanted to experience life that isn't in london. she wanted a family. she wanted to get married. she wanted to model full time. harry didn't want to leave everything he built. he didn't want to have a family so early. he wanted to marry her, it was known, but he couldn't hold her back from her dreams. he hated to see her so upset because she booked a flight to dubai to model, and harry wanted to stay. no matter how many times he told her to go, she always stayed back to be with him. 

he's known sophia his whole life. he knew she was stubborn. he knew that she loved him since they were kids. she lived down the street from him, they saw each other every day. she was there when he started youtube. he was there when she got her first modeling gig. harry always had a crush on her, he couldn't help the blush that appeared on his cheeks when she would talk to him. it was pathetic, how bad he wanted her. when she broke up with her first boyfriend, harry immediately was there to comfort her.

"he's a fucking idiot anyway soph."

"but i loved him harry."

now she had someone else comforting her. his friends weren't happy with him and his decision. they loved sophia the minute they met her. she was their younger sister, they hated seeing her once bright self turn so dark. she used to light up the room, now you could barely tell if she was in the room. harry did that to her.

"harry, soph is here." freezy stated, opening up his door. "she wants her shit back."

harry looked up from his phone to see sophia walk in the room, her hood over her head. she didn't look at him, she grabbed her stuff. he could hear her sniffling as she walked into the bathroom. harry shook his head, standing up, "soph." he whispered, making sophia turn around quickly. they looked at each other, their eyes saying more than they could. "come here."

"no harry." she snapped, "stop."

sophia grabbed her makeup bag, throwing it in her backpack. she shook her head as she grabbed her hoodie from his desk chair. her eyes caught the picture that was on his desk, a picture of them. sophia took a deep breath, turning towards harry, "we need to move on." she whispered, "i can't keep being around you."

"i know-"

sophia shook her head, "do you?"

harry stared at her, his mouth slightly parted. he wanted to take it all back. his heart was slowly breaking each time she looked at him. sophia was angry, however. she wanted to slap him across the face, scream at him, throw things. she wasn't letting him get to her. sophia stepped forward, making harry step back. "soph, can we just talk about this?"

"talk about what?!" she snapped. she couldn't help her hands started to shake, her mind spinning. she was really her fathers daughter. sophia needed to leave before she started screaming at him. she needed to not feel trapped anymore. "harry, get out of my way."

"sophia, i don't trust you driving home." harry stated, "just sit down."

sophia immediately shook her head, "i'm fine!"

she shoved past him, knocking things over from his dresser. harry watched as she stormed out of his room, slamming the door. sophia walked past freezy, who stood in the kitchen, his eyes wide. he didn't have time to say anything before she stormed out of the flat, slamming the door behind her.

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THE GALS
talia, freya, becky, sophia, mia, faith

TALIA
we need a girls night
sophia, don't even think abt saying no

FREYA
im so down

MIA
sophia, i know you are on ur phone rn girly

SOPHIA
im actually in my car at harrys
got my shit back
yelled at him
the usual

TALIA
this is exactly why we need a girls night out
maybe you can find someone else!

SOPHIA
become a whore?
thats a terrible idea.
i already get enough hate

FREYA
i just want you to be okay sophia
he was your best friend

SOPHIA
i know
i'll be fine
when do u wanna do this?
i'm free all the time now

TALIA
tonight?

MIA
YUP

FREYA
!!!!

SOPHIA
great

FAITH
WAIT IM IN

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BRYNN SPEAKS

i took down the first chapter because i hated it. this is now the first chapter