Brothers best friend || TBJZL X Reader

Surprise visit

I wake up, the birds still chirping, the sun shining on my bed. I look to my left to see Tobi buried in my hair with his arms across my waist. I stare at him for a while without realising.
"Your staring." He says tiredly, yet smiling.
"N-no I wasn't- yeah.. I was." I say.
"You hungry?" I ask, stroking his cheek.
"Hmm.. yeah." He says, his face still buried in the pillow so his voice is muffled slightly.

"Well.. I think I smell bacon, so you want to come get something to eat with me?" I ask, sitting up, as Tobi does the same nodding. I get up, in my bra, going through Tobi's wardrobe and pulling on one of his shirts. "This is mine now." I say smiling. "You sure do look hot in it though." He replies, his mouth curled into a smirk.

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"Well well! The love birds are finally awake!" Simon chirps as I sit down next to Tobi.
"You can shut up." I say as there is a knock at the door. "I'll get it." I say, getting up with a waffle in my mouth and walking towards the door as the room goes silent behind me.
As I open the door my face drops. "Nathan.." I say slowly but loudly. JJ walks towards the door; "what's going on?" He asks.
"It's Nathan." I reply, almost whispering as Nathan user stands there with flowers and chocolate. "Hey (y/n).." He says after some time. "Nathan." I say giving him eye contact as the rest of the boys come behind me, Tobi slipping his arm around my waist. "I want to talk to you." Nathan says, walking in.
"You've got 5 minutes. Starting now." I say, sitting down, Tobi at my left and JJ on my right. "I just want to tell you I'm sorry and that I'm a different person and I promise I've changed, I love you so much and I need you." He says quickly, not breaking eye contact.

"Look. I'm not a super hero. I have fucking feelings like the rest of us. You broke me. You had me comparing myself to girls left, right and centre, wishing I could be like them because I just wanted the attention that you would give to them. I wanted you to show interest in me. I wanted to feel loved by the guy I loved. But I'm over you now. And you have no right to show up at my house and tell me the things I wanted to hear while we were dating. I loved you so fucking much I didn't give a shit about my own dignity. You messed me up. You really did. I used to lay awake at night thinking about what I did wrong. What I did to deserve this. Why I even fucking met you. I mean. What am I supposed to do? Fucking apologise? Oh yeah, I'm sorry for thinking at first it was something good. I'm sorry for thinking it was a good idea. I'm sorry for caring. I'm over you. And you don't get to come back into my life and act like your the guy I always wanted you to be." I say, loudly, almost shouting with tears in my eyes.
"I'm sorry (y/n).." Nathan replies.
"What do you mean your sorry?! Your sorry you broke me?! Your sorry for you broke my trust?! Your sorry you pushed me down at my lowest?! What are you sorry for exactly?! Because you saying those words can't fix what you've already broken. So no. Don't say your sorry when deep down your'e really not." I shout, now crying. The room is silent.

"Yet. If you really want me to forgive you. Come to my concert tonight. I wrote a song about you when we were together. So the least you can do is come on stage with me and listen, right? Maybe. Just maybe I might re consider forgiving you. Doesn't mean I will." I say getting up and opening the door, signalling for him to go. As he gets up and walks to the door, I say; "Meet us at the airport at 4pm. Don't be late." Before closing the door and sitting down against the door crying into my hands.

Tobi, Simon and JJ immediately come and comfort me by putting their arms around me. "I don't even know why I'm crying." I say, laughing slightly.

Thank you so much for reading! I might be able to get like 1 more chapter out idk cuz I might post another chapter on my Mickey x reader one! So thank you for reading again and have a nice day! X