It is with a heavy heart that I have to write this but on October 16, 2024, Liam Payne passed away. While I kinda fell off after 2016, I still knew every word to every song. However, I did not listen to them individually because in my heart they always stayed as a band. Since they broke up, I had really stopped thinking about them.
It wasn't until I got the news about what happened that all these memories came back. All the nights I would stay awake listening to them, all the cheesy quotes I knew, all the posters I had! It's all coming back to me and my heart feels so heavy. I have been crying since I heard the news because I just can't believe that such a huge part of my childhood is gone just like that. The band will officially never reunite. While that hurts, I'm also hurting at the fact that I never followed any of them closely anymore. The last 8 years just disappeared from me and I have no clue what they're up to anymore. It's crazy how fast the time changes and I just can't wrap my head around that. He was such a wonderful human being and while he doesn't know me, I feel like I knew him.
Anyway, I figured I should update this since I'm sitting in my house reminiscing and watching all the YouTube videos and TikTok edits and still knowing the words to every song. It's like suddenly I am back to being 13, only now I have to work the next day. I still have to cry in private cause no one will understand the hurt.
Liam James Payne, you being gone hurts my heart and I pray that you're in a better place and that the boys are able to heal from this. Thank you for giving me the best years of my teenage life and I will forever love you.
- J 10.23.2024
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