Chronicles Of The Phantom Plague || Taekook

17:Hurdles

They arrived at airport Jimin felt his every step heavy towards the car yoongi noticed his composure but he said nothing in contrary the weather felt good but the mood of Jimin felt as awful "Jimin?" Jimin hummed in answer "don't stress yourself"

"Im feeling scared" he let out honestly as he stopped on his track "I just feel like he will see me and just slap me or maybe he shoot me I-l don't fear his anger but his broken heart and his disappointed stares will give me pain"

"It will happen for sure! I won't say it just to console you but listen you aren't the only culprit here you was also a victim he loves you too he won't just let you go after you will tell him the truth" he said "I-i can't I don't want to be seen as a culprit who acts like a victim also I don't want pity in his eyes for me"

"I was always the dominant one I don't want my flaws to disgrace my ego" yoongi shook his head "no, love" he said without any hesitation but it surely did something to Jimin and cherry on top he held his hand gently "every human have flaws no one is flawless"

"And your flaws won't damage your ego the human itself damage it if you will care about your ego in your love matters then the ego will get best of it you love taehyung right? You don't want him to consider you as a bad human?" He raised an eyebrow as Jimin nodded "then just say the truth it holds power over everything even if it's an ego matter also he isn't heartless"

"I don't want him to take pity on me then give me forgiveness I want him to accept my commitment with my sincere apology" yoongi shook his head "no hun you are wrong at this point he won't ever forgive you if you won't tell him the truth he will need an explanation to forgive you"

Jimin shook "i-I can't tell him he will disgust me let just not let him meet his mom he won't meet his mom and he won't know about it"

"You said that you are ready to face the consequences or do you really want to keep him behind the curtains? No it's bad he deserves to know about his alive parents"

"I said that but I can't face him! how can I show him this face I don't even want to see my face in the mirror and the pain his eyes will mirror will be broken and I will look even more ugly"

"Jimin hey hey calm down nothing will go wrong I will give you the shoulder just tell him everything" Jimin shook his head tears coming out of his eyes as he step back "I-i can't I wanna go back"

"No you can't we have come far and you can't back away" he let out Jimin shook his head instantly sobbing hard he couldn't even think straight "calm down?"

"HOW?" He let out frustrated "I will meet him in just few minutes and I will have to see his hurtful face and I-i can't tell him the d-devil I'm I can't tell him let just go back let's not let him meet his mother h-he won't know I-i can't I cherish him a lot I won't be able to bear the pain his eyes will reflect his eyes effect me a lot"

Yoongi pulled him in a gentle hug trying to calm him down they were in a street people say that the Paris is the City of light once you step in this county your life is filled with peace and charm but in their way it's opposite they aren't suppose to have fun they are here to have heartbreaks and they know about it

"I-I can't tell him I cherish him a lot i won't be a-able to see his dreadful eyes im weak at this point" yoongi pat his back trying to calm him down but he broke down really hard "i-i don't want it" Jimin fisted his shirt corners from either side sobbing yoongi felt heavy his every tear on his shirt his every heart aching sob the mafia felt like burning the whole world around him

"Sweetheart, he will understand you maybe he throws tantrums and show anger at first but he will be fine after few days he will know your side of story and he will forgive you"