[discontinued] Just Us... || KanaMafu ||

|| " Whats Wrong? " ||

Kanade has just started composing songs. They weren't the best, but she was determined to make a song that saved someone.

Kanade had just finished composing her most recent song. She thought about showing it to her father, which she did. Her father, on the other hand, didn't really like it. She was disappointed, considering the amout of time she had spent on it.

"I must.. keep composing!"

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Years later, with Mafuyu, Ena and Mizuki on her team, Kanade was, let's just say, unstoppable.

One night, while Kanade was sitting on the edge of her bed, she suddenly felt the shadows in her room grow. She thought this was just a side effect of not eating.

Yes, Kanade had stopped eating for a while now.

The shadows in her small, desolate room crept up even more, making Kanade feel a sense of dread. It reminded her of the time her father died, when she was in the worst place imaginable.

Her thoughts swiftly spiralled down into the darkest depths of her memories. She remembered how she felt. Where the blades she used were.
... Wait, her blades?

Yes, her blades! That could be an escape. Kanade thought, Knowingly opening her drawer to take one of them out.

Oh, how the familiar scent of metal soothed Kanade. She gently placed the cold, cold blade on her skin, but then...

She remembered about her friends. How could she do this to them? She couldnt spiral downwards again, couldn't she?

Quickly dropping the sharp metal object, she grabbed her phone and looked through her contacts.

Kanade let out a sigh of relief after finding Mafuyu's contact. But then she realized...
... Was bothering Mafuyu even a good idea?

No, It couldn't be. Mafuyu had her own problems, didn't she?

Kanade let her finger glide over Mafuyu's contact. Should she message them? No, she couldn't bother. Mafuyu wasn't available, she had homework, didn't she?

Kanade flung her phone on the bed. Silently sobbing, she threw herself on the ground, putting her hands on ther knees.

If only Mafuyu knew she was there, alone and sad.

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authors note:

Hey!!! I'm currently writing this at 12am so its not the best ☹️ i dont know how i made this is 300+ words like i consider this to be fine for a beginner. anyways i'll try updating daily, if not every other day-- if i forget its probably going to be one update per month ☹️ pkay see you in the next one buh bye!!!!