Little thing

Lenience

Stella's point of view-

It's been seven days. A week, 168 hours of hell. At first I'll admit that the prospect of playing with a new friend sounded like a great idea, brilliant even but in reality that little girl is the devil. Not only is she little allllll day long but it's like she's rubbing it in my face. Not to mention the fact that now I need to, no had to share MY Mommy and Daddy.

The whole situation is fucked.

I've let myself get too comfortable, believing I could let my guard down knowing this well whatever this is has a time limit. I know that sounds dramatic given the contract is ten years long, but my own parents have known me my entire life and they seemed pretty enthused to see me finally move away.

I'm changing, I don't even think the same anymore and I hate it. I liked the old me. I'd even like to believe we had fun, I'll admit most of that fun was alcohol induced but god I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss my fermented friend.

I crave it, I'm not proud of it but for a while now vodka has been somewhat of a vigilante of mine. Taking time to kill any problem I have in the night time, that liquid courage got me through more than one bad day and I have no doubt it'd feel amazing right about now to get drunk.

Then maybe I can rationalize that Mo- Venus and Apollo are just temporary and nothing to get too used too. I can think about why being little feels so goddamn good and right and safe and , ughhh stop it Stella we need to figure this shit out.

Great, now I'm arguing with myself.

I really do need to drink, but first a few precautionary steps need to be put in place, it'd be no fun going through all of that trouble only to get caught.

Especially if it was Venus who had caught me, now that I know she was serious about the whole spanking thing. She only spanked me the one time for my car incident but that was enough to make me try and avoid that at all cost.

Well obviously not right now but if my desire to be tipsy wasn't so strong i'd probably still be behaving. Well not for long but hey, nobody is perfect.

Anyways back on track which means I need to make sure no one is in the kitchen and then I need an excuse to be alone somewhere for a while, my room is no longer an option since I was forced to share with Lily.

The bathroom is a no go as well since Venus had recently replaced all my panties with diapers and pull ups and she fully expects me to use them so me being in there would be suspicious.

That leaves me with like actually zero options come to think of it. That alone was enough to make me want the forbidden substance even more.

You know what? Fuck it ill just down the shit in the kitchen and pray no one walks in, but of course im getting ahead of myself again. I decided that I should locate everyone first, well really only Venus since Apollo, like most days, is at work.

Walking towards the living room I'm greeted by the familiar sound of the television playing cartoons. I guess I know where Lily is but to make sure i'll head in there. Just in case.

To my pleasure she is there, sitting on my spot on the couch but still she's in here, not the kitchen. Next is venus, if she's not already down here with this little shit then she's most likely in her study.

I was about to head towards the stairs when that thing started speaking.

"Ellie, can you watch tv with me, peas?" She asked me in her usual baby voice.

I tried not to roll my eyes, really I did but she's insufferable.

"Not right now lizard, I'm looking for my mommy, have you seen her?"