CEO'S Assistant

Chapter 11

A Few Days Later

Savannah Locke

I am literally the happiest person alive right now well maybe not the luckiest but that doesn't matter I've been living my best life with Monica and Maria it has truly been amazing better than amazing its been perfect. So Maria moved in officially two days ago and her and Monica can't seem to keep their tongues out of each others throats but that's neither here nor there. We've gotten into a groove and have a great routine set in place every Sunday we take time to reflect on ourselves individually and then together as well because we are a whole that's what Monica always says anyways, every Monday we meditate in the mornings together and sometimes at night if we aren't too tired, every Tuesday is Maria's famous taco nights and its not your average taco night every night its something different from the tortilla to the meat and veggies her cooking is to die for plus I always get to help and we also have tea time which is something just for me when I slip and I wanna have little tea parties which Maria loves to have with me,  every Wednesday we go on a walk together to a nearby park or sometimes we .,mi  bjust walk around the block until we've reached our 3 mile walk and within that time we chat play Ispy sing and listen to music, every Thursday we journal about our week thus far since its almost over and its mainly for the work week so yea, now Friday's and Saturday's are my favorite because on Fridays its always fun Friday and yes I know it sounds like a thing teachers say in school but I love it regardless. Now we all put at least 3 things in a hat to do that day and we all pick from the hat to see whose place goes first and to decide that we do rock paper scissors its always so much fun I don't even care if I go first or last I just love spending time with the both of them no matter what we do. Saturday is stay home Saturday which doesn't sound cool huh but that's where your wrong because we sleep in, have movies marathons/nights, order pizza and snacks and enjoy each others company all while being in our jammies I love it so much. Being pulled out of my thoughts by Monica calling my name "Savannah" she shouted a bit louder I'm guessing I zoned out a bit too long I ran to where her voice was coming from "yesssss I'm sorry I didn't hear you" I said slowly catching my breath "you're okay honey I just wanted to let you know that my father will be in the office this Thursday so we may have to change our schedule a bit that day and I just wanted to give you a heads up that if he says anything you don't like or makes you uncomfortable you let me know okay" she stared into my eyes as she said every word "yes ma'am I understand and its okay we always have Friday and Saturday" she  laughed at my response "don't call me ma'am buttercup it makes me feel old now go eat your breakfast I can smell Maria's cooking" I smiled and I felt myself slip as my head felt a little fuzzy but nothing I couldn't handle "otays" I giggled skipping all the way to Maria "foodsssssss me wan food pease" looking up at Maria she couldn't help but smile at me but my tummy had other plans and started to growl more so I did what any smart person would do and I made my tummy talk saying he wanted food while in a giggling mess "go sit down you silly girl and I'll bring you a yummy plate of something new" she dais she kissed my head little butterflies attacked my tummy every time she kisses my head I skipped to my seat thinking she really is the bestest mommy ever even though I haven't asked to be their little I mean what if I mess up their relationship like their last little did or what if I'm not good enough for them I can't take rejection I can't. My breathing began picking up and I could tell I was having an anxiety attack looking aorund anxiously I was trying to find something in the room to calm me down or a simple place to hide until I calmed down yes that'll be better still looking around frantically I locked eyes with Maria "hey baby doll what's the matter" she kneeled down and grabbed my free hand while the other one was clutching on my shirt for dear life "c-c-can't b-breathe" I said feeling tears sting my eyes I've always hated having anxiety attacks in front of people because I could never explain why it happened especially when everything was going great. "Follow my breathing babygirl can you do that for me" I shook my head no "m-me n-not g-g-good enough for yous" I sobbed out.

Maria Sanchez

Seeing my princesa in this state broke my heart I could tell she was having a panic attack well anxiety attack but I just wanna know what lead to it because she was just smiling and giggling at me. Listen to her say she wasn't good enough for me hurt because if she only knew how prefect she is for me and Monica she wouldn't even be thinking about that at all taking a minute to realize what she means and understanding the concept of her words I do the only thing  can think of and hope that I am not over stepping. "Mi Princesa listen to me you are more than good enough for me and Monica don't say those bad things because they aren't true and the never will be" those big brown eye stared up at me still streaming tears down her cheeks "can you breathe for Mommy princesa" I said softly as I heard Monica's footsteps behind me but I didn't care all I cared about was our little girl and how she was feeling and why she was feeling this way. I held her hands as I watched her breathing start to match mine "that's Mommy's good girl keep going princesa" and she did as she was told I picked her up in my arms rubbing her back up and down feeling her body go limp I knew all that hyperventilating and crying would get to her. Monica walked up behind me whispering in my ear "I don't know what happened but I am happy that you were here for her. Now go lay with our little girl and find out what's going on in that head of her" looking up at her she wipes a few tears from my eyes and caresses my cheek planting a soft kiss to my lips and I return it as I walk to our room climbing in the bed with a clingy princesa attached to me ever so tightly. Smiling as I look down at her she is sucking on her thumb so I make a mental note to buy her some pacifiers and teething rings a lot of littles that I've come in contact with love teething rings for some reason and I'm also going to buy her some anxiety toys maybe some pop its. I pull the blanket over us as I move some of her hair away from her face as I just lay there admiring her facial features up close and to my surprise she has little brown freckles across her nose and she has the cutest cupidsbow she is absolutely adorable now the only question is what was going through her mind earlier is what has my concern.

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