Sad suicide song
Just an average girl she always wore a smile
She was cheer full and happy for a shot while
Now she's older things are getting colder
Life not what she thought she wished someone had told her
She told you see was down you let it slip by
So from then on she kept it on the
inside
She told herself she was alright but she was telling white lies
Can you tell? Look at her dull eyes
Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night
But she knew there was in chance of feeling alright
Summer came by all she wore was long sleeves
Cause those cuts on her wrists were bleeding through you see
She knew she was depressed didn't want to admit it
Didn't think she fit in everyone seemed to miss it
she carried on like a soldier with a battle wound
Bleeding out from every cut Her body consumed
She had no friends at school all alone she sat
And if someone were to notice she would blame the cat
But those cuts on her wrist they were no mistake
But no one cared enough to save her from this self hate
Things were going down never really up
And her she is now stuck in this stupid rut
She exactly what she had to do next
Just stand on the chair and tie the rope around her neck
She wrote a letter with her hand shaking wild
Look at me now are you proud of your precious child
But she knew her parents weren't the one to blame
It was the world that should bow down its head of shame
She stood on the chair and looked up at the moon
Just to think it will all be over soon
The chair fell down as she took her final breath
Its all over all gone she is greeting death
Her mom walks in and she falls down to the floor
And now nothing can take back what she just saw
Her little girl that she raised is just hanging there
Her body's pale and her face is violently bare
She sees the note and unfolds it with care
All she does is stare "how can this be fair"
She starts reading as the tears rolled down her face
I'm sorry mom but this world is not my place
I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in
I've come to realize this worlds full of sin
There's nothing for me here I'm just a waste of space
I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race
Its a disgrace I was misplaced
Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place
Its okay though cause you'll see me soon
You'll know when your time has come just look at the moon
As it shines bright throughout the night
And remember everyone facing their own fight
But I can't deal with the pain I'm not a fighter
You'll make it through the night just hug your pillow tighter
So let the world know that I died in vain
Cause the world around me is the one to blame
And I know in a year you'll forget I'm gone
Cause I'm not really something to dwell on
That's what they use to tell me all those kids at school
So I'm going by the law majority rules
My presence on this earth is not needed any longer
And if anything I hope this makes you stronger
Your my best friend that I ever had
Such a shame I had to make you so very sad
Just remember that you meant everything to me
And to my heart you're the only one that held the key
Now its time to go im running out of space to write
And yes I lost my fight but please just hold on tight
Im watching over you in the clouds above
And send in down the purest and whitest dove
To watch over you and be my helpful eye
So this is it world
Goodbye
