When
i say that i
hate myself
i don't want
you to say
that I
am beautiful and great.
I know that i am not any of
that. I am me and that
is the problem. I am going
to be the problem until
the that day i die which
i do hope is soon and
if it works, I'm so sorry
that I couldn't stay and that. I couldn't have been any happier believe me,
i tried so hard to be
strong but i
fear i cant
keep this
lie up any
more i am
so,so sorry
but i just
want to die
please let me
disappear
