Stargazer (Timids)

Stargazer Chapter 11

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Drew

Twice. Twice we had almost kissed and twice we had been disturbed. Were we cursed or something? I was currently sat listening to Weezer and trying to write a song. Keveridge were out shopping, Shane was working on merch designs in the kitchen and Luke, well who knows where Luke was. I gave up writing and decided to go for a walk. I wrote a note and left it on the table.

Barrone

I couldn’t concentrate all I could think about was Drew and what happened earlier. I kept replaying it in my mind. I put down my pad and wandered through to the living room. I looked around confused. I could’ve sworn Drew was in here. Just as I was turning to leave I noticed a note on the table. ‘Gone out to get inspiration be back soon Drew xx’ I sighed and walked into our bedroom. I stood in the doorway and as I looked around I suddenly realised how much me and Drew slotted into the stereotypical messy male category. The bed was messy, clothes were lying everywhere, Drew’s beloved bass was lying on the floor. I sighed. Well time to tidy up. I set to work. An hour later I stood looking at a piece of paper I had found crumpled up behind the waste paper basket by the desk. I read it and re-read it. When had he written this? Why had he written this? Actually it was pretty clear why. I had to find Drew now!

Drew

I shook my head as I climbed the stairs to our flat. I had been gone for over an hour and I hadn’t been able to find any inspiration at all. I closed the door to the flat and I was just removing my jacket when Shane came skidding round the corner. He looked like the devil himself was after him.  “Drew I need to talk to you!”  I nodded and pointed to the kitchen.  “No, can we go somewhere private in case the guys walk in please?” I looked at him so confused but agreed. I followed him down to our bedroom. When he opened the door and I saw how tidy it was I stood shocked “Shane when did you do this?”

“when you were out” oh that was actually a pretty stupid question. I walked towards the bed but stopped short when I saw my handwriting upon a piece of crumpled paper. I still remembered the words I’d written on that page.

Dear Shane/Cyrus/Barrone or whatever it is you’re calling yourself today

I’m writing this because I realised something about 6 months ago.I Love You. I don’t know how it happened but it did. I gave all the Fearless Vampire Killer fangirls something to actually gush over not just pictures of us taken at exactly the right moment or a quote taken out of context but something real. What this is, is this - I fell for my other Timid. I know you probably won’t feel the same but I feel I have to tell you, but being a Timid it seems I don’t have the courage to tell you face to face I’m a coward when it comes to things like this but I needed you to know. I love you

always yours

 Drew xx

Barrone

“Shane where did you get that?”

“I found it when I tidied up, Drew I read it so many times. When did you write it? Why didn’t you ever tell me?” he stood there quiet I thought he’d gone into shock and was about to phone Laurence and tell him I’d broken our bassist when he spoke up. “I wrote it about 6 months ago, I didn’t tell you because I felt foolish and didn’t think you would ever feel the same” before he could even let the first of the tears I had heard in his voice fall I had my arms around him and pulled him into my chest. “Drew no matter what anything you say or do will never be foolish to me. Please understand that” I felt him nod. “Guys we’re back and we brought food” I heard Kier bellow throughout the tiny flat. “C’mon I’m hungry” he smiled at me cheekily before replying “You’re always hungry!” I could tell he was trying to act like nothing was wrong as the guys were here but it wasn’t working I knew him too well for him to fool me his eyes didn’t have the sparkle they always did. I ran after the small man.