October 1st 2015 Alot has happened over the few months,Alisons funeral which nobody in the family decided to attend,fuck everyone if even my mother can't say goodbye to her only daughter and my sister who was still young at 6 because shes too busy with work then she can go shove that spoon in her god knows what. A.p.p.l.e has been obsessively browsing the Web to all but frequent location. Some guy named ale,I asked them but all a.p.p.l.e brushed it off as her learning,I have to look for frequent into what she's doing. That's all I have for today. October 2nd 2015 More or less the usual,studying a.p.p.l.e and their antics,just to come back with no answers. Usually a.p.p.l.e is more vocal about their findings then being secret about it,its something i need to look at further. Thats all unfortunately i have for today.
October 3rd 2015 Darkness fell upon a.p.p.l.e for once,usually she's up studying or learning about the Internet but,for once she was quiet. It was a type of quiet I didn't like. I tried waking her up but no result. I did notice a strange doll next to the computer before,it looked like one of alisons. Dolls are too creepy anyways. But anything else might as well keep it there. Maybe a.p.p.l.e knows more then I know. Anyways,I've got work things to do so I'm hoping she's up soon. That's all right now.
October 4th 2015 A.p.p.l.e temper has shortened,and I mean it,anything I do pisses her off. Maybe it's the lack of sleep I've been getting but sometimes I hear my little sister Alison. Maybe it's just grief. But sometimes I hear her voice coming from a.p.p.l.e. Maybe later I'll get some good rest. Maybe. I have ales phone number. I'm gonna try to call him tomorrow and I'm hoping to get answers. That's all for today.
October 5th 2015 The smells gotten worse. I smell rotting,something rotting. I tried everything to get the smell out,it's driving me mad,first the screams of my dead sister faintly in my head and now this. A.p.p.l.e.s been more lashing out on me,I tried to apologise but she told me to fuck off and she was busy. I called ale and asked about a.p.p.l.e....unfortunately...he was confused saying he never had a brand like that. Greatfully ale came over after some begging and. A.p.p.l.e looked like a kid seeing their fav celebrity. She was ecstatic. Maybe I should give a.p.p.l.e to him to babysit while I figure shit out. That's all.
October 6th 2015 I had a weird dream. I got to see my little sister,she was awake in her burial coffin. She was...blue. 3 eyes. That wasn't Alison... When she looked at me I knew from that smile though.... It was her. And then I woke up,no sudden movements or jumpscares. I was awake and I felt in agonising pain. My body felt like it had been stabbed. What happened? And a.p.p.l.e was. Glaring at me. Smiling. I just want things to be normal. Why am I stuck here?
October 7th 2015 I woke up feeling sick,anything I ate would come back up immediately,it was like my body was dying and death was on my doorstep. I let ale talk to a.p.p.l.e for a bit while I went to the doctors. I found out I was taking unhealthy doses of pain killers..way more then the recommended doses. I didn't know or recall even having any. Maybe it was the depression of losing my sister? I don't know. I'll let a.p.p.l.e babysit her while I'm going to work for a while,doctor said I should be fine. I hope this ends soon.
October 8th 2015 I've not really done much apart from working. I've contemplated on giving a.p.p.l.e to ale and just. I don't know. Maybe moving somewhere else,starting new. Mom wouldn't care anyways. She's always too busy with work. Maybe if I. Died. Then she would. I need serious help man.
October 9th 2015 I feel like everything is my fault. My sister wouldn't be dead if I went instead of my twin sister. Why. WHY THE FUCK WASNT IT ME? WHY I don't wanna live anymore. Not without her,my little sister. She was supposed to grow up with her big brother watching over her. I failed that. Like...I fail everything else.
October 10th 2015 She won't fucking listen to me. I'm trying to tell my mom but all she does is ignore and work elsewhere. She won't listen to her own flesh and blood. I can't speak right. Istg if a.p.p.l.e doesn't stop yapping about ale I'm gonna dismantle her. But I can't. I wish I could
October 11th 2015 Not much to report today. Ales been coming over to see me more often. And I feel like a.p.p.l.e isn't too pleased about that.
October 12th 2015 A.p.p.l.e doesn't want to talk to me. Maybe jealousy? It feels like shes kind of taken notice how i and ale act around each other,its upsetting her but,i cant do anything to stop that.
October 13th 2015 Taking into account of e everything,ales been a real help on trying to help me recover,the grief the accident,mostly everything. Do I like him. That's a question im scared of asking myself of. Think of it. Derek emrial 4th child of the ceo of d.u.c.k. Only son. Brother to 3 other sisters one dead another missing and one in prison. ONLY HEIR now. Gay? Wanting to date a man? Who am I kidding she'll straight up disown me. But I don't know. I don't know how to feel about that yet.
October 14th 2015 Feeling numb from everything. I was so fucking stupid. I'm fucking gay for ale man. I'm gay. I can't deny it. I don't know but I just want him. It's slowly eating me inside.
October 16th 2015 I stayed over at ales for the day. I've got a plan. I'll confess to him on Halloween. Perfect idea by me. Perfect timing.
October 17th 2015 A.p.p.l.e has gone missing. Nobody even ale knows where she is. She's just. Gone.
October 21st 2015 I've been looking all over for her,no sign When I asked,people don't remember a project or even a computer like that being sold. Until I noticed something. I know she's on the Internet so I made a post about her. Next thing I know she's back. Depressed but still woke up the next day boom there. When I asked apple shrugged me off.
October 25th 2015 Me and ale were having a chat about apple while she was busy upstairs. I got close to him and thanked him for helping me find apple. All I could remember was pressing my lips to his. God he tasted like cigars but I didn't mind it. Next thing I know was I'm upstairs now in bed with him. I don't think we did anything serious. Just kiss and sleep. God I'm so fucking gay.
October 30th 2015 I asked him. I asked him if he could be my boyfriend. He said yes. I feel so happy. I'm going to go to bed happy for once.
Case Report Victim: Derek Harry {VOID} Date:31st October 2015 Log: Derek Harry {VOID} was found dead 12 hours after a suspected suicide attempt. At 12:15pm a call came in by a friend to do a wellfare check due to no responce from him after making plans to go to a halloween party. When police arrived they found Derek,the victim dead in his bathroom with a blade in one hand a note in the other. The note regarded saying that due to fighting his grieve with his younger sister Alison Harry {VOID} passing due to a murder case,he could not go any further and ended his life.
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Derek's diary
HorrorDerek,a young man,is grieving after his little sister's death. He dies on halloween night and this is a look at before hand,before his death. Explore Derek during his highs,and his lows. As well as a self aware ai in the mix. Please note the charate...
