Madno - Beloved

Chapter : 3

Have you ever wondered how it is so easy for some people to face uncountable taunts, abuse , insecurities or is it easy so? Does their heart ever heal? 

Fallah spent half of her life not attaching to anything wordly, because she was well aware of the suffering it causes to heart, she always says

'' Kuch bhi hojaye , bas mera dil nahi tootna chahiye ''

Now suddenly her heart is craving for that one minute eye-contact where she felt life is worth attaching heart to worldly thing.

She sat next to the prayer mat , stuck in her thoughts. It was wrong , she knew it was wrong but her heart was first time not listening to her. she groggily walks to her bed and sits on the side of bed and exhales loudly.

Please dear dil, don't do this, it's a sin , even though he was a sight to behold but it's wrong. He is a na-mehram. she whispers to her heart.

She sighs again, she was mid in the thoughts of hers when suddenly she heard a commotion down.

Yeh kia ho raha hai. she whispers to herself 

She opens her scarf and puts it on her shoulder, walks downstairs. She stepped downstairs and saw her parents in a heated argument. Her father was standing beside the sofa that was kept right in front of the television. and her mother was standing near the television.

'' TUJH JAISI BEHAYA- oh so you finally came downstairs huh ?!'' her father was screaming on her mother when he spotted her standing a few meters away on the staircase with her shivering self.

'' come here '' he said in a calm voice but she knew better.

'' W-what h-happene-e-d d-dad'' she said in shivering voice , trembling from fear.

'' WHAT HAPPENED!'' he interjected , angrily marched towards her and slapped her right across the face.

Her mother gasped and ran towards him in inhuman speed and pushed him aside and hugged her daughter.

''KHABARDAAR! IF YOU TOUCHED MY DAUGHTER AGAIN ,  I WILL SLIT YOUR THROAT!!'' she screamed with all power , trembling was an addition herself still scared.

His eye darken with anger and he glared at her while fisting.

'' Acha then ask your daughter where were she after university'' he asked while glaring hard

'' i know where she went , she told me earlier , It just slipped my mind to tell you'' mother said while hugging her tightly near to heart.

'' Oh to tum or tumhari beti donno behaya or beghairat hai.'' he said with a eyebrow raise.

she just clutched her near her heart and went upstairs ignoring his shoutings and warnings to stop.

Nawaf pov:

life is a bit weirdo right? One moment you are tired of life and the next minute you think it's worth living just after a little mishap. Right! the eye contact I had was just a mishap but a dwelling type made me control myself. It's been ages I saw someone like that and I feel hesitant to think about her more. The more i think about her the more i feel something growing inside me. Can i see her one more time? Gosh it's so frustrating. For the first time in life , something or someone took my mind out of this work. 

I was in my office , in my luxurious office with glasswork everywhere only because of my hard work. On sitting on my seat i kept rocking it and thinking about her aware that I am committing a sin but this sin's sweetness is increasing sec by sec. 

I felt my phone ringing on my table and it was my mom. And history writes on itself that for the first time in my life i intentionally ignored my mom's call. I didn't wanted anybody to interfere into my sweet thinking right now.

Can i get her?

Can't I just marry her?

Lemme just a send rishta?

but i don't know about her whereabouts!

I immediately picked my phone up and called my friend ''max'' who is a private investigator. He is necessary for me in the business world.

''Assalam max ! How are you'' i said chirply he has been a great friend.

'' Wasalam jee wasalm! aj to bary bary log phone kr rahy ha! khairiyat?'' he said with a teasing tone.

'' Shayad meine haal bhi pucha tha? '' I said while picking up my construction site file and working on it because till he talks I can do alot of things.

'' Asal me jaanab ne bary arsay baad phone kiya na to yaqeen nahi aya. for answering your question. Je je mein theek thaak ap kese ha sir jee'' He said while dragging the word ''sir je '' completely aware that I get irk from it.

'' Fine alhumdullillah!'' Back on the topic I want you to find me information about someone'' i said while getting serious.

'' New enemy ? male ? female?'' he said cautiously.

'' No enemy! female''

'' What who is she then?'' 

'' Well that you will tell me after digging her information out.''

'' name?'' 

''i dont know''

'' How the fuck am i supposed to do it then?''

''No cursing . I will tell you the car number it looked it a booked car so I saw the number. yesterday at 11:55 am he picked some girls. I want to get information about each and every girl''

'' so do you remember the car number?''

'' 1013-ANZ, white suzuki ''

''damn you got some good memory skills huh!"

''get on the work ! i need it in 2-3 days or i will-''

''c'mon chill bro krduga''

''good''

'' but badle me mujhe kya milega''

''bhabhi''

beep. i ended the call just after saying that not wanting to hear more.

I leaned back and took a deep breath. I immediately got up and ran to washroom to perform my wudhu . Ab to miss bilkul nahi krni namaz.

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