Inescapable Desires

Prologue

Prologue

R18

I sighed heavily while pouring up some water in my cup.

I'm out with my friends, we're in some sort of pub. It's the place we always go and hang out when our class is over. It's just usually me and the girls but today is different because they invited some guys over. Those jerk looking guys.

They said earlier that they are planning to get laid tonight that's why they invited those guys.

And I am planning too get laid as well... but I'm not planning to do it with some jerks.

I stiffened when I felt someone's presence beside me. I glanced at him and saw him getting some can soda in the refrigerator. I stayed and leaned on the counter while staring at my cup.

He's with the guys my friends invited over.

I know I said that those guys were a bunch of jerks.

But I know he is different.

I can tell with just a glance that he is not like his friends. He looks pretty decent and... a bit nerd. He is also quiet and shy.  He is wearing a blue button down dress shirt and a black pants. His hair is down but still looking neat and he is quite... handsome.

I watched his movements in my peripheral vision. He opened the can and drink it. I don't know why he stayed there when he could've just gotten back in his seat but I have a strong guts and I can bet why he stayed.

I think we might have the same reason why we stayed here.

"They're so loud." he spoke.

"Yeah..." the only word I could say. I glanced at him and quickly survey him, he is carrying his bag like me.

My heart pounded as an idea got in my head.

Should I?

Before I could even process another thought in my head I said, "Do you want to get out of here?"

He stared at me.

I gritted my teeth nervously while waiting for his response.

For some reason, the time goes slower for me, and it gives me anxiety.

"Sure," he nod.

I nodded as well and headed out of the place and he just follow me from behind while we're walking.

"Isn't it rude that we left without telling them?"

"No, it's fine." I said.

"Won't they look for us?"

"Absolutely not." I said. "They won't even notice that we're gone. They're drunk."

And they probably will head out too...

We didn't talk after that. We just walk until we got in my place. This place is a bit far from where we are but he didn't complained and just followed me. I'm actually not staying in here, my Mom does, but I am staying in a dorm.

"This is my house." I said as soon as we entered.

He looked around while nodding. "You have a nice place." I just nod on his compliment.

"This way..." I said and make my way in my room.

Each step I take my heart beats faster and faster. I tried to act cool, so he won't notice how nervous I am.

I don't want to think, because if I do, I will not be able to do it. It's best this way.

"My Mom won't be home until 8 so we have the whole place until then." I said. It's just 3 in the afternoon.