23•|~CONFUSED FEELINGS~

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His heart ached seeing her like this.. as he opened the door his body began to tremble..

They must have lost shivi if shivansh hadn't reached on time...

Coming inside he sat near her bed...
"Mujhe nahi pata.. yeh kya ho rha hai.. par... " Shivansh whispered in a low voice..

He sighed and not decided to continue as there was nothing to continue ,he was confused.. hell confused..

" Mujhe ye to nahi pata ki tumne yu.."he stopped and breathed then continued

"yuh apni life khatam krne ka kyu socha.... Par please.. kabhi mat Krna yeh... Nahi dekha jata aise tumhe..... Nahi dekha jata.. nahi pata ki kyu.. kyu.. bas.. nahi hota.." he whispered in a low voice...

As he looked at shivika's pale face his heart ached more.. his eyes started to feel heavy.. the tears were on verge to fall but he controlled them and kept looking at shivika.. who was lying unconscious...

He held her hand and sighed... He had no words.. a new feeling was developing inside him for her.. but he wondered what is it.. why he was worried whether she commits suicide or do anything.. why was he worried.. she was just a girl from 1st year of his college....he never cared like this for any other girl.. or maybe it's just humanity? But.. but wait.. then why he is here till now?...

He should have get her to hospital and leave but no.. he waited till the doctor came out and told she is fine.. and even came inside her ward to check upon her.. to see her.. but why?..

She is his friend but he is feeling different like.. like he knew her from a very long time.. like...Like she is the same girl with blur face who come to his dreams asking for help..

He ignored his thoughts and looked at shivika... He held her hand in his more tightly and smiled looking at her..

Suddenly the door opened and tanhi entered inside..
Her face showed concern.. her eyes were filled with tears ...

Seeing tanhi shivansh let go of shivika's hand and stood up from here.. making a distance..

Tanhi took her steps forward... Her eyes welled up with more tears...

She sat beside shivika and caressed her head lovingly...tears fell from tanhi's eyes as she noticed several bandages on shivika's body..

Shivansh look at shivika for a second and then made his way outside from her ward..
She sighed and whispered in low voice

"I'm sorry shivi.. I'm sorry I failed as a friend.. I know.. I failed... I couldn't help you to get out of this hell.. I-i am s-sorry shivi.. I'm so sorry" her voice was low filled with guilt and pain..

" I am sorry shivi.. y-you ke-pt bearing this al-l alon-e and a-and I wa-s not with you.. I was busy in my own world.. i- I am sorry shivi.. I failed.." tanhi continued crying hugging shivika...

Her tears fell freely.... As she hugged shivika and cried more..

Meanwhile shivansh came outside from her ward and stood there..while looking inside through the glass of the door....

He looked at her from the door... His trance was broke when his phone rang..

He sighed and looked towards his phone and saw it was his mother's call..he looked at shivika for a second and went in a corner to pick up the call..
Picking up the call he heard voice of his sister...

"Oyyy kaha hai tuu" aadhya,his sister asked.. shivansh checked the caller id and saw it was his mother's number...

"Mummy ke phone se call kr rahi ho pata hai na ki m aapka uthaunga hi nahi "shivansh said teasing her a little..

" Kaisa sa hai na tu.. patani konse pagal khane se utha laye hai.." aadhya murmured angrily and frustrated..

Shivansh chuckled a little though his heart was aching.. as shivika's face was coming infront of him.. but.. he can't let his family knew that he is sad or anything..

" Leave this.. shivuu kaha hai tuu ,you are coming to drop me na?" Aadhya asked as her earlier flight got cancelled due to the scene in the flight so now she planned to go today as the next week is free for her schedule..

" Dii.... Actually.." shivansh hesitated to tell her that he can't come as he don't want to leave shivika alone.. he just don't want..

" Is everything fine?" Aadhya asked seeing him hesitating

" Yea.. one of my friend is not well and admitted into hospital sooo.. I am sorry I can't come to drop you" shivansh said being serious..

" Oh.. koi nahi take care of your friend.. I will go with papa" aadhya said smiling as shivansh also smiled and said

" Thankyouuuu dii aur hann mummy ko bata dena ki aaj m ghar nahi aunga" shivansh said cheerfully not wanting to let her know what a blunder is going in his heart.. aadhya was the close one of shivansh.. though despite too much teasings and fight between the siblings they were the most understanding people for each other,they shared a lot of secrets , moments with each other...

And he knew aadhya would sense something is wrong if he behaved dull...

" Theek hai pagal khane se aaye bandar" aadhya said  teasingly.. shivansh shook his head chuckling and disconnected the call....

He sat on a bench infront of shivika's ward and waited for tanhi to come outside..

His eyes fell on kabir.. but wait what is he doing here..?

"Kabir?"shivansh called him out..

Kabir moved towards shivansh

"Shivansh.. tanhi kaha hai?? Or shivika? wo kaisi h " kabir asked worriedly

"Shivika is fine and tanhi andar hai.."shivansh said..

"Hmm.." kabir hummed...

" Waise tu yaha?" Shivansh asked sitting back at the bench, kabir too sat beside him and and said

"Hmm.. tanhi ka call aya tha.. she was crying... Pagal hai ye ladki.. dara deti hai buri tarah.."kabir said remerbering how she was crying badly on call

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