SPECTRAL (BxB)

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-Akiro-

We go back to our daily routine as Idol and all I can say is that the end of 2018 was the worst year for me. Remember Mr. Chan? One of the shareholders of the company? You thought he stopped? But no, he didn't and the worst thing was he started courting Tamaro when we went back to our US tour. That old hag man.

He keeps sending give to Tamaro which makes him anxious. Everyone knows because Mr. Chan became bolder with his actions. I didn't leave Tamaro as I could, even though the members protected him.

There was an incident that happened last time when we were practicing our dance steps. He went to our dance studio with a flower in his hand and chocolate. He didn't disturb our dance practice but left the flowers and chocolate to the staff. After the practice, the staff gave Tamaro a flower, but I took it from his hand and read the letter. After I read the letters, I scrambled them and threw them in the trash can along with the flowers and chocolate.

I was full of anger at that time. He didn't even respect our relationship. He has the guts to let me know that he is worthy than me. Tamaro didn't complain to me about throwing those staff. He was even more anxious. The members are worried also about him. Mr. William already knows everyone in the company.

Mr. William takes action about this; He doubles the security for us, especially for Tamaro. He even told Mr. Chan to drop his share in the company but he insisted not to. He didn't stop sending gifts and flowers and I always throw them in the trash. Even in our dorm, he sends gifts also there. I think it's every day. Our parents know about this, and they are worried. One time his mom called me.

"Son, please take care of my Tamaro. We are far from him and you are the one we can trust for his protection. We are worried about how far can Mr. Chan go with Tamaro. Please stay with my son and look for him," she said worried in her voice.

"I promise Mom, I will protect him no matter what. I will stay with him. I promise," I said assuring her.

We are in the Practice room and we sit around together. There are no staff in the room only the seven of us. Renz wants to talk to us about our trip to Japan these coming days. We will attend the Awards show.

"We are going to Japan in the next day. Do you think we will get the major award?" he asks. Tamaro is resting his head on my shoulder. Stephen and Jemuel are sitting together also.

"I trust the fans. I know they will not let us down. They are our greatest shield on this battlefield," Joshua said. And we all agreed with what he said.

The day came when we left for Japan. We are nervous and excited also if we can get the major awards this time. When we arrived at the hotel, Tamaro and I shared a room as usual. He made his way to the side of the bed and opened the curtain, revealing the city light and high-rise buildings of Japan. I hug him from behind. I wrapped my hands around his waist and rested my chin on his shoulder. He holds my hand and pulls it closer to him.

"Baby, to be honest, I am scared." He said and he took a deep breath. I hug him tight and kiss him on his cheeks.

'What makes you scared Roo?" I ask even though I already know.

"I'm scared of everything. I am scared of what will happen to us in the future. Will you be able to stay at my side until the end?" I stiff a little of what he said. I thought he was scared of Mr. Chan's doing but I was wrong.

"You don't trust me, Roo? I know I had a mistake before but I already learned my lesson. And I won't do it again. I promised." I said and let him face me. I saw in his eyes that he was worried.

"You trust me, right?" I asked him again when I didn't hear anything from him. He takes a deep breath and holds my hand.

"I have faith in you but I don't have faith in destiny and time what will happen in the future," he said and hugged me.