He might have looked back ?.

HER VERY FIRST.

It was around 5 am when she ran to confess her feelings to Zoken ,it was dark but the street lights made it bearable . she walked through the alleys towards his building  .She told him how she had been noticing him from the day when he captained for the football team  but he didn't say anything . Since it was already morning and they haven't taken rest , she told him to go to sleep. After few days , she texted him for his reply -" this is my very first time confessing and I really don't have any idea what got into me that night but I would want to hear what you have to say or at least lets try knowing each other ". He replied back saying that he only sees her as a friend and thanked her for being honest . That's how the story ends.

YUMEA'S POV :

I have realized how my approach was wrong but it was the best option at that time so I can't complain either. Of course now I know better about most things , especially about myself . These days I am into knowing myself and also developing as a better person , to work on my goals . I have also been thinking about how our life is a ticking time bomb which could blast any time and then nothing remains so want to make it worthwhile . Now, I think of it , it was more about my habit of fantasizing and less about them , not that I don't do it still but I will get rid of it. I have realized how to not attach any labels or strings but rather be curious about people and communicate with the intend to connect rather than be in your head. For now my priorities are my dreams and for sure every experience matters as they always carry a present in the form of a lesson , they have a lot to teach you. I am in my career girl and maturing holistically era of my life. I am appreciating all that I have and been contemplating on what kind of a life I want to live. What kind of a person I want to show up as for myself and for everyone around me. My life keeps getting better and I am excited for whatever it's  that will unfold. Thank you dear Sangye , forever grateful for this life and I will make the most of it.