Guilty Pleasure

My First Love

Heyyy sorry I have not updated in forever I'm so busy with grad bash and today is prom. I'm sitting at the salon so I decided to go ahead and update for you guys hope you like it :))))

Ashanti POV

The Next Day in the office

I sat in my office thinking to myself about what's happening to me. "What's going on right now? I love Bryan so much I don't want to hurt him. He is so good to me. But will I really be happy with him? He is not like any other man I've been with. He treats me like I'm his queen. Buys me things for absolutely nothing, respectful of my mind and my body. He is intelligent, has a good head on his shoulders. He is my rock.

Then there is Darnell, what can I say?? Remembering on the good days.......

(Darnell and I had been best friends since we were in the 3rd grade. Always been there for each other. Darnell was already 17 and today was october 20,and Darnell was making me late for my own surprise birthday party that i wasn't supposed to know about...... Finally he showed up in his green and black camaro he stepped out looking sexy as ever I wanted to jump on him and just say take me.

"Baeeeeeeeee?" Darnell said smiling and running up to me and picking me up. He was showing his tatted up biceps and triceps. Damn he look good dressed up.

"What's up?" I asked innocently? "Nothing much just bout to chill wit my 2nd most favorite girl in the world." His first favorite girl is his mother.

"Oh okay what we bout to do?" I said noticing he still haven't told me happy birthday.

"Go put on something nice and make sure it says classy bad bitch. That should be your style." He said with a grin.

I went to my room and put on a sexy black dolce and gabana fitted dress with gold glittery pumps and accessorized with a gold necklace and gold earrings.

I felt him wrap his arms around my waist then he whispered "you look beautiful". "Well didn't I look beautiful before?" "Naaaa,not really" then he busy out laughing. His laugh was so beautiful he sounded like a little kid.

Then he turned me around and looked me directly in the eyes and starting sing Happy Birthday.

My heart leaped for joy. Damn this boy can sang. I don't know why he never joined our school chorus.

"Happy Birthday baby" I just smiled at him and reached up and grabbed his chin. He kissed me really deep like it was his last time ever kissing me. "Thank you, I thought you forgot". "Shut up Shanti" then he pushed my in my bed "you are not about to mess up my hair plus I'm not ready" "I just wanted to try something" he said with a wink. "Babe no. Lets go" he rolled his eyes then we walked out of my room. We got in his car and headed for club lux. My mother was throwing me a huge surprise birthday party since I didn't have a sweet 16 last year.

"HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY ASHANTI". Everybody was here. My mother, father, all of my friends from school and my best friend.

It was such a great night. I was truly happy. At 1:00 am I was driving back home in my brand new 2013 all black Mercedes. Darnell pulled up into my drive way and I was right behind him.

"Aren't you going to go home?"

"Oh so that's all I get after all I did for you. You just going to throw me to the side now that you got a car? Damn girl I never thought you was a user."

I laughed. "That's what you think of me? You know I love you Darnell so don't even say sh- "

Darnell cut me off with a kiss. At first it was just a little kiss the he started to make it deeper and rolled his tongue across my bottom lip asking for entrance. I tongued him down until I notice we were still standing outside in the drive way. My parents were not home and it was late so I decided to ask him to stay the night with me.