Rosie POV
It's been 2 days since I heard from Nika. No calls no text no nothing. I been texting her asking if she ok and no response just left on read.
What did I do?I been sick to my stomach ever since I don't know what I did wrong maybe I came off as to clingy or desperate I don't know.
I'm laying in my bed staring up at my ceiling with my phone on my text waiting for a text a call anything at this point. Hailey knocks on my door and comes in.
"We need to talk " she says to me and Hailey is the only person I told about it because I feel like an idiot."Yes?" I look at her and she sit down next to me on my bed. "You need to let her go obviously if she not responding she a complete idiot to let you go rose." I close my eyes. "I don't want to let her go..."
Hailey pats my head. "I know you don't but this isn't good for you're mental health you can't keep waiting on her hand and foot for no response back"
I start tearing up. "But I really liked her Hailey and now I feel like a idiot" Hailey wraps around me in a hug "I know it's ok you're not a idiot she is for letting you go"After some times of crying Hailey says she taking me out tonight no to like a party or anything but to our favorite thing to do at Louisiana go to north beach.
So we got ready and hopped in my white jeep Rangler and hit the road because it's two hours away Hailey is driving because she feels bad for me to I decided to post to my Instagram story.
@rosie_11
————————————————————— Nika POV
It's been 2 days since I talked to Rosie 2 MOTHER FUCKING DAYS. It's been hell and i know it's all fault she tried to reach out on me jsut asking if im ok and i been an asshole and left her on read because I'm scared.
I been scared about what would happen if we got together I been scared of the what if. What if I'm not good enough what if she faking it. What if what if what if.
I feel like shit I haven't been the same the 2 days I miss my girl. I can't get her out of my mind no matter how hard I tried. I been lacking in basketball practice been getting more mad it like Rosie kept me sane.
But fucking Paige had to ruin that shit she told me it was for my own good. I call bullshit because this doesn't feel better it feels %1000 times worse if anything.
I been thinking about her before I go to bed when I wake up 24/7 it's all Rosie Rosie Rosie but I'm too much of a pussy to text her.
I was in the gym trying to get some practice in since I haven't been on my A game. When I hear the door open I don't know why I was hoping Rosie flew all the way out here but I was sadly mistaken it was just Caroline I mean no offense but like not the girl I wanted to see.
"Hey Nika can we chat?" Caroline being the team mom it's kinda her own goal to make sure everyone ok and I been far from just ok.
"Yeah sure" i sign and sit on the court. She sit next to me "Nika I'm worried about you." I furrow my eyebrows together. "Why are you worried about me?"
Caroline huffs "because this isn't you you don't come in practice and miss open shots or not get as many assists you been lacking and I know there a reason you just have to tell me." God what the fuck?!? How can I tell her I been an asshole to the girl I'm in love with with."It's Rosie" I look down. "What about Rosie?"
"I..I been ignoring her and she tried to reach out to me she really really sweet and I been a dick she didn't do anything wrong it's all me.." I say wiping the tears from my eyes. Caroline rubs my back. "What made you do this?" I choke back a sob."P-Paige told me to she said that we would never work because we're 22 hours away from each other and I was taking it to fast" I lay my head in my hands crying. "Oh nika don't listen to Paige sure long distance is hard but if yall really wanted it to work then yall could make it Paige is being stupid it matter how you feel Nika not how I feel or Paige or coach or anyone it about you and Rosie not everyone else's opinions."
"I- I know but I already m-messed up so bad I doubt she would ever forgive me. How do I make her forgive me Caroline?" She rubs my back. "Tell her you're sorry and tell her how you truly feel Nika that what she would want is the truth and I'm serious about the people opinions whatever make you happy Nika is what matters."
After the talk with Caroline I feel lighter but I still have the pit in my stomach missing and the missing thing is Rosabell De Luca. I need to talk to her ASAP.
I pull out my phone when I get a notification I was actually hoping for Rosie to be the one but it was her but it wasn't a text it was a instagram notification so I clicked on it to see what she posted.
My breath caught in my throat even if I couldn't see her full face I know she was stunning and I read "I'm thinking about you are you thinking about me?" YES YES I AM 24\7 365 DAYS A YEAR.
God I wish I could go back in time and change everthing I did and tell Paige to shut up. I go back to my dorm and take a shower to decompress and I get ready for bed and to call Rosie I sit down at my desk and as soon i was about to hit the call button Paige comes into my room.
"Omg can you leave me alone you are the last person I want to see right now Paige!" Paige stood there shocked. "Wow twin where is this coming from?" I scoff. Is she serious right now. "You made me stop talking to Rosie for 2 days! Because you didn't want me to be happy what is wrong with you now why if she never talks to me again!"
Paige jaw drops. "Woah woah take a chill pill I never said i don't want you to be happy I was warning you about the side effects I never said for you to stop talking to Rosie I was just telling the truth." I roll my eyes. "Sure you ever said that but you implied it! You're supposed to be my best friend Paige! Best friends don't try and shoot down there relationship before it can even start you should have supported me you know how much I like her!!"
Paige takes a deep breath. "Ok Nika I'm sorry I know what I said was wrong I shouldn't have said it.. I just don't want you to get hurt I know Rosie is a nice girl and would never do anything bad I just don't want you to stress out about long distance because it's a challenge. But if she makes you happy then bee with her there nothing more I want then to see you happy twin." I hug her. "Thank you I was bordline about to kill you". I laugh and so does she. "You know I probably deserve it"
After me and Paige make up now it time to focus on the real task at hand. Rosie.
I take a deep breath and whisper to my self encouraging words. I set my laptop up and go to FaceTime. Holy shit I'm shaking in my boots.
I take a deep breath and hit her name.Ring ring
Please please please pick up
She answers. "Hello?————————————————————————
Author note!!Hey yall lowkey long chapter! Honestly might write any other one today MAYBE no promises but lowkey I like this chapter I know it's a cliffhanger bear with me I promise!!!
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RomanceRosie was a girl who came to America from her home in Florence Italy to play at LSU little did she know while in America she found be finding the love of her life.. Nika Mühl<3